Saturday, 27 February 2010 @ 22:10
dare.
 i've always wondered abt that word.
whether its true that everything and anything could happen if u believe in it. and yes. i still believe and will believe....
honestly i've gone through quite alot this week.
many events happened, carried out....
frightened myself several times, daydreamed in class to think abt some stuff.
wow. i have nvr thot that it will be like this. hmm.
dang, regreted missin trainin on thurs. because check up was -sigh-
no matter how much i refrain myself from thinkin abt it, the results really disturbed me though.
ohwells. i dont care. let nature settle it. this one does not have a solution. hmm scary.
then.came along.
i got myself to think about it several times. but not as deep as the one i had during the 30 min break during judo...
if i was the one, i would have felt the same way too.
honestly, i know i dont have the right to say this but.
i have never imagined that kind of selfishness, how could that.... -sigh-ruining everything jst because of the attitude of being unable to accept the mistake, trying to prove to the whole world that u are right. -sigh- ohwells, not gonna waste my time on u. please move on carrying out everything you have done so far. because no one even bothers to care.currently, i feel mixed. yeap. mixed.different feeling clumped and stacked up into one. different types of worries and thots.and that answer that they gave me. indeed shocked the hell outta me.it wasnt expected.honestly.but some other replies brought back the smile. i knew they were the people who will always be the ones who could be brave enough to take up, and step up.because i felt the same way too. after fiddling with my pink pole during FA lesson. challenges are lessons which build us up be stronger and better.and working TOGETHER. will be and is the best way.so, im ready. we are all ready.all ready to run the last lap.sy.
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Saturday, 27 February 2010 @ 22:10
dare.
i've always wondered abt that word.
whether its true that everything and anything could happen if u believe in it. and yes. i still believe and will believe....
honestly i've gone through quite alot this week.
many events happened, carried out....
frightened myself several times, daydreamed in class to think abt some stuff.
wow. i have nvr thot that it will be like this. hmm.
dang, regreted missin trainin on thurs. because check up was -sigh-
no matter how much i refrain myself from thinkin abt it, the results really disturbed me though.
ohwells. i dont care. let nature settle it. this one does not have a solution. hmm scary.
then.came along.
i got myself to think about it several times. but not as deep as the one i had during the 30 min break during judo...
if i was the one, i would have felt the same way too.
honestly, i know i dont have the right to say this but.
i have never imagined that kind of selfishness, how could that.... -sigh-ruining everything jst because of the attitude of being unable to accept the mistake, trying to prove to the whole world that u are right. -sigh- ohwells, not gonna waste my time on u. please move on carrying out everything you have done so far. because no one even bothers to care.currently, i feel mixed. yeap. mixed.different feeling clumped and stacked up into one. different types of worries and thots.and that answer that they gave me. indeed shocked the hell outta me.it wasnt expected.honestly.but some other replies brought back the smile. i knew they were the people who will always be the ones who could be brave enough to take up, and step up.because i felt the same way too. after fiddling with my pink pole during FA lesson. challenges are lessons which build us up be stronger and better.and working TOGETHER. will be and is the best way.so, im ready. we are all ready.all ready to run the last lap.sy.
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i've always wondered abt that word.