SoYeon♥SoYabean

	Thursday, 31 December 2009 @ 21:19 Goodbye 2009~ hello:] i'm back:] wow. approx.1h30min more till the clock ring. and firework boomz singapore. haha 2009, filled with many memories, trials and lots of challenges. many new chapters began and some left to continue while others ended with tears. Secondary 3 life, pure science, a-math-.- and werid teachers(3e2 a-math students should know who HAHA:p) smssrcy exco, proposals, approval and the SKILLS:} (convice!:] YAY) haha. ok. i shall recall the chapters of my seconday 3 life:] events that i would nvr forget.:) Chapter 1 5th-9th January 2009.Secondary 3 Dots connection camp :] i think i can nvr forget this. one of the camp which was like super fun. had so much fun with classmates, lovely class, 3e2:] the image of ppl cheering for one another during the high elements, rock climbing. the part where ppl got friggin wet in the milo pond. During campfire, where everyone went NUTS. mimic our trainers. and i was totally making a fool out of myself. mimcking trainer marcus HAHA:} BUT it was damn fun. singing song, clapping along, cheering our lungs out:] Ralph Lauren. my group name:} we were like the best group EVER! with the coolest trainers Calvin and Selena~:] HAHA. the constant LOUD cheers, the NEVER ending encouragement:] RALPH LAUREN~! YAY:] Chapter 2 June 2009 Unit Leaders Programme 2009 haha:] my 1st Red Cross HQ camp:] also the most challenging one:] my lovely group BRAVO!:] BRAVO 2~ :] i can still remember the super cool cheers and the replys the mentors taught us:] it was so friggin cool~ HAHA:] ULP, super cool camp, groomed me, taught me, made me go NUTS and MAD. creating War Cries which i can still remember how it goes. HAHA:] chi! ku ku ku ku~ ma! leh leh leh leh~ omgush. HAHA. i going nuts again:P hmm, ULP was filled with proposals, AOP, Lesson Plans, many Exercises. many challenges:] many lessons:] many advices:] ULP. i could nvr forget it:] esp. the event. that Bravo 2 planned:] EXERCISE INDEPENDENCE! the LONG walk. no BRISK WALK. from harbour front to queenstown:] loved it:] HAHAHA:] I LOVE ULP:] BRAVO! EVERYTHING IS A BREEZE! WOO HOO!:] ULP! TO LEAD AND TO SERVE! HA!:] Chapter 3 24th July 2009 SMSS Speech Day 2009 haha. my 1st year attending speech day as a recipient:] one of the most honourable experience though:] ok, i got something to confess.-.- i was damn nervous to go up to stage to recieve prize.-.- ok. i know it sounds stupid. but i was like shivering ok! my hand was like cold, got cold sweat. sweaty palms AHHH. damn scary:P HAHA.and i almost drop the trophy! it was like so heavyo.o dang-.- anyways, it was really an honour to be the best cadet for 2008. although, i dont think i really deserve it though : /. anyways. thank you. an honorable experience:] thx, sha and jo:] both of u stayed on to cheer me on:] i can still rmb:] love u:] Chapter 4 7th August 2009 National Day Parade 2009 wa. this. i think i can nvr forget it sia. parade commander was something that i have NEVER imagined to be. seriously. honestly, during the auditions, i was like what am i doing here-.- anyways, ndp. totally stressed the hell out of me.havin to control the whole parade, getting coached by mr lee, was the last thing that anyone would want to go through. damn ah. -.- anyways, ndp made me realise what it is like to zao xia. -.- during the auditions, zao xia-ed so many times. baris sedi-YAHH~~omgush so pai sei :/ but, i had my Red Cross to cheer me on:] exco, cadets:] they gave me great support and NDP 2009 was a success, nothing screwed.:] NDP 2009. loved it:] i dont regret being parade commander:] although it was scary~ celia! constantly cheered me on:] thanks!:] Chapter 5 24th-26th December 2009 Camp Excellentia 2009 lovely camp indeed. included Passing Out Parade and Ceremony. many stories, and programmes. so wonderful:] the constant scoldings i gave. the mean ugly face i had. haha. i was friggin mean:P oh wells, science centre and botanical garden was so BOOMZ~ haha:] this camp was so slack xia. honesly:] but i gotta say this. CADETS! YOU WERE SO GREAT:] especially for the passing out ceremony:] u all performed really well. although it was a really short time given to prepare, u all did really well:] proud of you~:] haha:] the parade. wow. it was screwed at the beginning but when it started everyone was serious. wooooo~ damn nice although when i was giving out the certs, i saw many NERVOUS faces. i could see the little smile in each and everyone of the cadets:] HAHA. they were so happy to be promoted HAHA:] yay. camp excellentia:] loved it<3> wheee~ CAMP EXCELLENTIA:] Chapter 6 17th-20th December 2009 Red Cross Youth Challenge 2009 WOW. honestly, i really didnt want to go for this camp. i was like so sad and stuff :( but i am totally taking back all the rubbish thots i had. RCYC. WAS SO BOOMZ! omgush honestly, it was the best camp that i ever went to:] DELTA. was the main reason that made me love this camp to the max. the care, the encouragement, the madness and craziness. wow. i really loved it:] HAHA. all the dumb and stoopid things we did together, singing nursery rhymes, kiddy songs, all of this did not make us feel shameful. it made us PROUD:] AS ONE COOL DELTA;] wow. i promise you.i totally loved this camp to the core.:] i will nvr forget it:] all the awesome groupmates, instructors. totally rocked this camp! WOOO! RED CROSS YOUTH CHALLENGE! I DONT REGRET A TINY BIT! I'M LOVIN IT! RCYC! READY! EXCITE! DISCOVER! DELTA! WOO LA LA~:] yupp. 2009, filled with much love, memories, experience:] a year which made me extremely glad and happy. but honestly, one of the most challenging year too:] haha. but i managed to pull through it. with the support of everyone:] Red Cross Youth, i totally love this cca. the best cca that anyone could join. meeting ppl from many different schools, getting to know so many ppl, new frendships formed, totally a great cca indeed. :] and this year, having to step up as an Exco member in my unit. honestly, pressure can be felt, the idea to move on and lead the unit. gave me pressure :} but with the help from my lovely Exco, nothing was impossible.:] the constant help and encouragements, the wisdom. the trash talk. everything, i did with them was put to no regrets:] and we will move on for the rest of the 4 months left in our life together in smss red cross with no regrets. ok? 2 most important competitions coming up. challenging ones to. my last lap in smss rcy. my last lap in st margarets. ITS TIME TO TURN IT UP GAME ON! thank you 2009:] loves:] ~SoYeon:] Wednesday, 30 December 2009 @ 11:43 FDC outing:] hello:} back!:] HAHA. today was filled with fun fun and MORE FUN:0 hmm, woke up pretty early, went to central, grabbed kaya toast:P its really nice~ haha Then took mrt to harbour front:} met all the FDC-ers:} sadly, wan ting, mel and sha couldnt come:( next time when we have another outing, everyone must go ah~:}haha:] hmm, anyways, we went to buy tickets, took bus to sentosa~:] cycled for an hour. gen was laughin and laughin alll the way~~ HAHA lol the cycling track was filled with vehicles. stoopid. cannot cycle with fun xia. eeeeee lucky we borrowed bike for only an hour~ yay:) after that went to koufu, had lunch. omgush it was so freezin cold in koufu. everyone was like brrr~ haha. so quickly chomped food down:} then went out to palawan beach~~:] oh oh, i got a volleyball:]so pretty~ lol:P haha anyways, everyone didnt want to get wet, so they all kind of escaped from the splashes:} haha joanne was the 1st one to get wet. then i got wet and then everyone jumped into the sea like nobody's business. HAHA. SO FUN!:] so, splashed water, play with sand, float on water~ haha:] me and val swam across the sea:] went to the other side of the beach and then swam back HAHA:] then everyone was like playing with sand balls-.- throw sad at each other, stack up sand on ppls body, hair, shoulder HAHA:] ok it was damn funny. HAHA:] after that, val found a star fish:O so everyone zoomed there and dig everywhere for star fishes. HAHA:] i found 16 star fishes:] it was like crawling out of my hand-.- LOL then the "trend" changed to hermit crabs! HAHA. damn funy. everyone was like diggin everywhere for it. LOL!! haha. ok. we tried to catch fish but it was so hard:( eeeee sadly, it started to rain.. haiz. so, zao-ed to shower, wash up. omgush i had so much sand in my pocket o.o so hard to take it out:/ HAHA. changed, went to koufu, ate dinner, freeze again, then zao to take bus back to harbour front:] everyone was like exhausted. joanne was like the most tired one of all. haha took mrt back home, reached home at abt 7.10pm:] yupp. uploaded pics in FB. i couldnt upload all-.- xian leh. HAHA. keep having error. so, yea. wait till FB dont go xiao then i upload all the other pics. :] okok. thats all for now. damn friggin tired:/ shall go sleep:] had fun today:] byeee~:] ~SoYeon:] nahh. dont pretend. stop it. u liar. Tuesday, 29 December 2009 @ 20:22 I know. HEYYYYYYYYYY~ HAHA. reminds be of charlie. LOL ok, today had training, woo. drilled and drilled. i really find it so funny. i'm sure fdc ppl will know wat i am talkin abt. DEAL OR NO DEAL. LOL~ HAHA hmm, fancy-ed it was cool. everyone managed to understand it o.o i think i took a longer time to understand as compared to them. HAHA hmm, after that packed 20 FA kits, 2 BOXES of FA stuff.:} the new fa kits were cool though:P lol anyways, after tat, delivered to staffroom and talked and YAY. got approval:] HAHA. hee hee~ great. after this week, the school re-opens. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH dang dang dang danggggggggggg. and RC starts the year's assembly. -.-'' great. 1st day of school=monday=assembly in the hall=command like some -.-'' haiz. xianz. danggg. eeeeee ahhh havent even touch my homework o.o stoopid. got no mood leh:P instead of homework, i keep touching chocolate :/ hee hee~ now.bored.ok.i got hw todo. but. xian. who cares:P omgush man. 2 more days and i will be moving on to my SEC 4 life. how painful can it get T.T sobsob damn scared though. eeee nxt year cannot play liao 24/7 study, mugg, test, exam, prelims, O LEVELS. ARGH. i can feel the pressure o.o wooo. life is really xian. ok, maybe students life. eeeee i wanna go back to school to see my frens NOT BECAUSE OF ANYOTHER REASONS.-.- hmm, i think i should stop crapping already. -.-HAHA. Bye~ ~SoYeon:] today wasn't a great day. saw,heard & realised. now i know.no, i KNEW everything. dont hide. show it. angry.disappointed. dont make me do it. Sunday, 27 December 2009 @ 22:17 I love you. i guess now i know wat it feels like to be alone. hmm, nvr thot that this will come though. so sudden. o.o oh well, life filled with suprises. time was mistaken. daniel read the wrong timing. dumbo. luckily the reminder sms came if not miss the plane, money fly. reached there at abt 2pm, slacked had early dinner. but no one could eat anything.except sumo.duhh. well, they left at abt 5pm.before that all the drama ma ma happened. lol. honestly, i was super loud. come to think abt it, i was like screaming my lungs out.lol it was painful.seeing them leave me and thinking abt me being alone and stuff. hmmm. well, i'm fine now. i got to be fine. and i wanna keep hoping that they will return for me:} if not i gotta wait for 3 more years then i will be back in korea with them. sheesh. hmm.yepp.its so weird to have the whole house to myself o.o quite eerie too. lol. haha. ~SoYeon. honestly, i dont think i'm fine yet. i can still feel tears. goosh. i have to stop this idiot mess. idiot me. -.- and thanks ed. for lending me ur shoulder. i bet it is friggin wet now:P sorreh. bear was also so nice. although did not know anything, his jokes totally made me laugh like mad. HAHA. thanks bear. HAHA AWESOME! hmm. i going back to the usual cheerful self. :] so, yepp. hee hee:] mom,dad,sumo. be happy always:] i love you. Saturday, 26 December 2009 @ 20:29 SENTOSAAAA~~ Today was filled with FUN:] woke up at 6am-.- i dono why. cannot sleep well : / went out to gym, too many ppl:/ so decided to jog around kim seng park~ great only jogged for 10 min-.- thanks to mommy. eeeee ask me to prepare breakfast for sumo. YUCKS. anyways, i didnt bother:P stoned, read book, stone, then changed then zoomed out to clark quay~ hee hee~ kena-ed the last one to reach harbour front-.- sorry:( all thanks to the mrt BREAKDOWN. stooopid. but quite cool experience~ LOL! haha. anyways, met mel,jo,wan:] then we go sentosaaa~:] YAY:] sha couldnt make it : / anyways,took the shuttle bus there:] joanne was like so friggin excited. HAHA hee hee~ reached sentosa, walk walk, rent bike then ZOOOM~~~~ so fun~:] mel and i, we were like speeding~ HAHA. SO FUN! break thru the windsss. but so many ppl block me-.- eeee. almost bang everyone :P anyways, cycled for friggin long.~ my butt almost crack xia-.- hee hee. stopped at 7-eleven, grabbed drinks then zoom zoom again~ HAHA. wa lao. in the middle of out last lap some stoopid boy collide into wan ting-.- he friggin dono how to cycle then anyhow bang ppl. idiot go and learn how to ride then come la-.- tsk tsk. kids nowadays-.- HAHA okok, then return bike, had lunch at koufu~ ate tom yam ramen with jo jo:] with dumplings~ haha. i keep saying shut up infront of jo-.- eeeeee but sometime the jo chin keeeeep talkin then last one to finish food. ah yo yo~ HAHA:] heehee~ i'll TRY not to say shut up to u:P so, pardon me ahhh~ okok, after lunch we go PALAWAN BEACHHH~~:] so fun~ cross the bridge across the sea. jo was like AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! me,wan and mel was -.-'''''' heh heh~ hmm, then go beach play play, take pic, wooo~ so fun!:] then suddenly some STOOPID ang mo boy come take sand and throw at us-.- crazy retard. go and eat sand la. then throw throw, run run then my cam drop into water -.-'' spoil liao. STOOPID. AHHH. I FRIGGIN WANNA BOX THE BOY FACE. we were all -.------''''' at that boy. friggin idiot. then the parents also dont care. WA LAO. GO AND DIE LA eeee now my cam spoil-.- but mommy say she will buy me new one~ YAY:] haha:] so nice:] anyways. i am so gonna kill that boy when i see him. WATCH UR BACK! okok, after that we were all so fumed-.- went out of sentosa and went to vivo~ then had lots of fun again:] ATE SUPERDOG! YAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAY! i love the friggin chilli cheese fries. so yummy:] hee hee. jo and wan was like playing tap tap-.- like waaaa so engrossed O.O haha. after that went to balcony~ sing song~ LOL! say cheers we learned in rcyc-.- trust me we looked retarded. HAHA. we were like gee gee gee gee baby baby~(with the actions) window window 7 storey window~ (with the actions again)etcetc. HAHA:] so funnyyy~ we were like waiting for the rain to subside to play with water~ ok i know its childish but it is fun okkkk~ eventually the rain nvr subside. so we just RANNNNN into the rain and playyy~ Haha:] throw joanne's slippers far far away~~ HAHA. oh ya speaking abt slippers, we bought the same slippers:] from sentosa~ cherry pattern one;] HAHA:]so cute~ anyways. so fun to play in the rain HAHA. ppl were like looking at us-.- hee hee~ but WHO CARES! HAHA:] had so much fun throwing slippers and playing with balloon! HAHA omgush i really felt like a kid HAHA.funnnnnnn~ hee hee~ okok.after that say bye bye:( then went home. now quite tired. HAHA. tmr got delta outing~ hope it doesnot get cancelled :(plsss~ i miss delta so muchhh~~ AHHHH~ okok.thats all for now:] oh ya! thanks jo,mel,wan~! had so much fun today:] pics already in facebook:] express upload service.HAHA:] can go kope~ okok. thanks gals:] ~Soyeon:] Friday, 25 December 2009 @ 19:46 Merry Christmas:] We Wish you a Merry Christmas~ We Wish you a Merry Christmas~ We Wish you a Merry Christmas~ and a Happy New Year~:] HO HO HO~ MERRY CHRISTMAS! hmm, this christmas was quite boring. LOL. woke up early, ran to the christmas tree :] i really felt like a kid -.- HAHA. tear open all the presents like some retard hee hee~ most of it was clothes~:] yay:] HAHA. got a yellow nike sweater from mommy:] so warm and nice, wore it to breakfast in great world;] ate there, return home, and there is were my boredom began-.- actually supposed to attend judo christmas party but hee hee~ too lazy:P HAHA hmm so, Send Christmas message to everyone:], blog hopped and spammed ppl's tag board with christmas wishes:],MSN-ed all day:] talked to Delta ppl, went to facebook, pet society~! HAHA:] wheeee~ missed RCYC so much esp. today :{ a week ago at this time it was like camp fire prep. after the long walk at ubin~ ahhhh~ i miss rcyc 09 so much~:{ delta~ loveeee:] sadly, i dont think can go for outing :{ got stupid judo prac. ew. ew.ew. ok, come to think abt it. I HAVENT EVEN DO MY HOMEWORK. CLAP CLAP. the english homework is such a draggg. cheena one. dont even talk abt it-.- ok, my house damn noisy now o.o daniel is SINGING. SCREAMS ewewewewew. locking myself in my room~ woo la la~:] HAHA. hmm, had dinner at great world:] ate till bloat o.o now got food again. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH i can feel da fatz.yucks:{ haha. Went to FB and watched the delta videos. omgush. the campfire one was like HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAA. i have nvr imagined that we look so freakkin funny and cool~ HAHA:] omgush. I LOVE DELTA~ WHEEEEEEEE~:] hee hee~ later at 9pm. woots! convo again:] i hope i wont get chased out of the com : / i want to stay with my vaio throughout christmas:] wheeeee~:] hmm, oh wells, not much for now:] oh oh! i so called UPGRADED my blog:] changed the base colour to black:] hee hee:] black seems cooolerrr;] YAYA:] HAHA:] okok, thats all for now. i wish everyone: A MERRY MERRY~ CHRISTMAS!:] I LOVE YOU ALL~:] ~Soyeon:] HO HO HO~ Thursday, 24 December 2009 @ 21:38 christmas eve~ Last christmas, i gave u my heart~ The very next day, you gave it away~ This year to spare me from tears, i am giving it to someone SPECIAL~:] :) HAHA. hello~ i'm back:] finally! its CHRISTMAS EVE~:] from morning, rain rain rain, the weather so cold~ brrrrrrr~ oh wells, woke up pretty early todayo.o i think it was due to the weather... hmm, early in the morning went for breakfast with daniel and his dad. ate at TCC~ omgush it was so freakin filling o.o daniel was being stubborn again-.- not eating his tomatos. LOL. haha so funneh, mr lee was like grabbing him and gaggin him with tomatos~ HAHA omgush laugh until kena stomach ache xia~ LOL! hmm after that went to terminal one, sent my aunt back to US, sudden schedule for op. eeeeee. sugeon's life. haizzz so xianz. HAHA. phew now got 1 less person to pull me~ wheeeee~ usual routine, cry, hug, cry again, wipe tears, wave,wave, say last words --.-- haha, actually quite sad tough. she cannot spend christmas with us :( hmm, after that went to fullerton~ facebooked in daniel's room~ HAHA damn friggin cold o.o 16 degree aircon. mad man xia. anyways, rolled my self into blankets, then vaio, facebooked and msn-ed:] hmm, after that, ate buffet -.- so freakin full :/ then daniel's dad sent me home:] ok, i know i sound lazy, but i SLEPT FOR 3 HOURS. WOOOOO~ omgush, but i am still having dark circles -.- anyways, wake up go for dinner at iluma~ ate at chang~ with mom and sumo-.- all i did today was to eat sleep eat sleep. LOL! omgush. i think i am gonna gain LOTS of weight o.o eeeeeeeeeeeeee~ already so fat : / yuckssss. can feel the fatzzzz. eeeee hmm, i need to go prepare cookies for santa~ he is coming to town! and give me gifts:] AHHHH~ I WANNA SEE SANTA~ :) HAA HAAA:] okok, i sound childish? who cares! HAHAHA:] so fast tmr christmas le~:] wheeeee then at my christmas tree got many many present:] wheee~ cannot wait~ HAHA oh wells, i shall wait for santa! go and find cookies now:] byeee~ MERRY CHRISTMAS EVE~! 2 MORE HOURS TO CHRISTMAS!:] ~HO HO HO! SOYEON:] Wednesday, 23 December 2009 @ 20:05 Time Growth, Bloom and challenges. road of life. today another boring day -.- filled with chiong-ness of homework.urgh actually i dont think i have to do it, because maybe i wont face it? hee hee~ oh wells, shall just do for the sake of doing it -.- LOL woke up friggin late today.at 10.30am. joke. missed judo :P oops. sorry ah~ overslept~ then breakfast at 11am with daniel's family at pan pacific o.O i wasnt even awake -.- yawning with my mouth open~ heh heh. anyways, feeling really tired nowadays o.o no matter how much i sleep, i still feel sleepy : / eeeeeeee. not nice, like pig like that. keep sleeping -.- oh oh! i just realised that my skin is peeling -.- i dono why also~ haha so friggin chao-da now. mommy say i dont look like her daughter liao-.-'' HAHA hmm, just came back from dinner at Fish and Co.~ yummm~ sumo ate so much AGAIN -.- seafood platter+calamari rings+wasabi pizza+ half of my seafood platter... wonder how he does that? i wonder too -.- after that went to Cold Storage~ the fresh food people~ (-^^-) then got many stuff for christmas eve tmr + christmas:] woooooo~ i cant wait for christmas:] can see santa claus~ LOL:] HAHA hmm, tmr gonna be a boring day? maybe... gonna have many visitors who will try to pull me back to korea-.- ew. all i have gotta do is lock myself in da room, on aircon. and ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ hee hee~:] i still need to sleep o.o feeling sleepy~ yawn wooo~ 38 more min then start the delta mass convo~ HAHA. hope that my mom wont chase me to go for nite jog-.- xianz so tiring. roar. hmm, i still havent finish so much of my homework. i dont wanna do lao shi's hw lehhh so boring~ -.-'' but no choice, lao shi confirm naggggggggggggggggggg if dont do -.- yucks. oh wells, not much liao:] till then. bye~:] ~SoYeon:] omgush.time flies xia. 4 more days to 27th soyeon, no pressure no pressure, u only got 4 days to decide ur future. shit. Tuesday, 22 December 2009 @ 20:45 Thank You Wheeeeeee:] haha. i am still in the DELTA fever o.O i think it will last loooooonnnnnnnggggggggggg~ HAHA:] anyways, went for training today, so great to return back to traininig:] had angel and mortal present exchange, but eventuall everyone knew who their angel was -.-'' eeeeeeeeee not fun one~ HAHA. anyways, everyone went back home with gifts:] hee hee~ baked cookies for everyone~ i am so niceeee~ HAHA i think i added abit too much chocolate chips :P HAHA:] hmm, trainied for pretty long, last training before christmas... after christmas, get ready to face hell ah fdc peeps!:) mu hahahahahahahahaa:] today was another day filled with confusions-.-'' kind of had a hard time recalling everything~ HAHA. at least laurel and li wern know wats going on~then they can help us~ HAHA:] hmm, lunch was BBALABABABAAA~ I'M LOVIN IT~ oops. delta fever~ HAHA mc spicyy~ yumyyy~ my throat also so nice~ wooo okok, i think its coming though-.- eeeeeeeeeeeeeee sexy voice~ la la la la la~ wa really every nite 9pm got delta meeting o.O HAHA, COOOLNESS~ anyways, fam wan ting! listen to this~ LEAVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~~~~~ HAHAHA:] ahyo, life is like that la~ filled with farewells and meet ups:] eventually we all gotta go our own way and follow our own road of life that god has made for us~ dont we?:] HAHA omg i sound old now.eeeeeeeeeee HEE HEE~ hmm, today kena ______ for so long -.- since when did i. eeeee errrrr. goosebumbs dont talk abt it liao -.--- so xiannnnnzzzz~ HAHA. hmm, recieved so many gifts from the heart today:] it totally feels like christmas, a season for giving:] haha, the gift from comm was like so cuteee~ HAHA:] present to teach me how to be a gardener~ wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~ hee hee:] haha,hmm, here goes: Thank you, gen,tina & heidi for ur little cards:] Thank you, FDC for ur nvr ending effort and sacrifise:] Thank you, Mel for ur constant hugs and love:] Thank you, Sha for ur pretty present and care:] Thank you, wan ting for ur open ears and helping hand:] Thank you, ANGEL JOANNE~ who tries to hide her identity after saying it out with ur own mouth -.-- HAHA:] thanks for ur constant funny reactions and blur looks, brining everyone laughter:] Thank you EXCO, for ur constant support and the great friendship:] Thank you EVERYONE, for ur love and care plus all the things u have contirbuted:] i'll nvr forget smss rcy:] hee hee~ MERRY ADVANCED CHRISTMAS TO SMSS RCY PPL~:] I LOVE U ALLL~:] ~SoYeon:] Sunday, 20 December 2009 @ 19:49 Delta2rcyc09<3 HELLO~~~~WOO LA LA~~~:] i am back after 4 days and 3 nights of CHALLENGES~:] hee hee~ so many things happened. i am like supposed to SLEEP now. only had a little sleep... my shoulder hurt so much at night -.- stupid~ ok, i shall share the RCYC 2009 STORY~BEGIN! Day 1 early in the morning already started to rain-.- go campsite. settle down.etc etc. main activity was NATIONAL HERITAGE TRAIL~ total of 10 stations ALL OVER CITY AREA. O.ODamn freakin cool. HAAA the human knot! omg. we can like never solve it o.O HAHA. hmm not much, it was like the usual heritage trail that i had. but this one was a HUGE one. anyways, ran ran ran, navigate navigate, drink drink, rain rain rain.~~ wooooo~ kena-ed safety IC~so, carried 2 bags. and i seemed pregnant with the poncho -.- hee hee~ 1st day,already so exciting~ Day 2 WHEEEEEEE~ The BEST challenge EVER! PULAU UBIN TRIP! hmm, basically set off early, took bumboats~ omg.the engine was like EXTREMELY LOUD O.O cannot even talk in the boat. everyone just gazeddd at the water~:] the HIKE~ so freakin FUN! i dono why la. but i love hikes o.O although the distance was really long~ i felt that the ULP excercise independence was even more tough o.O actually ubin was a longer? distance 13 CHECKPOINTS. 13 KM.woo la la~ hmm, the stations were like so cool.~collect water in hole-le pail~ boil water in mass tins, sudoku~ first aid and evac. omg. the evac one i was perspiring like mad o.o the stretcher was spoilt -.- so had to use human stretcher o.o my sweat was like dripping o.o i couldnt even see where i was going. LOL:] delta was like cheering all the way~ damn nice~ the motivation totally brought everyone up HIGH~cheer until loose brain power. nvr think at all. LOL! oh wells, DELTA 2~ 1ST ONE TO REACH THE FINISHING LINE~ WOO LA LA~~ HAHA:] damn shiok~ then cheered delta 1 along ran~ with them;] it was so touching~sob sob yepp then travelled back to campsite~ bla bla bla~ Day 3 BOOMZ~! finally, the WCP.ECP.CAMPSITE. the LAST lap of the race! hmm, it was a little screwed because i rained like HELL. -.- but DELTA's Spirit wasnt screwed at all~ wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~ basically started of Life saving, perspired like mad again o.o everyone was like so good~ and cooperative -^^- anyways, after that was archery o.O it was so scaryyyy i thot i cannot even shoot one arrow-.- but at least i managed to make it fly0.0 LOL. anyways afterthat.the rain came... walked to east coast park:] it was like DAMN COOL~ walking in rain~ i always wanted to tried that :P HAHA:] reached east coast, grabbed the rubbish and head to camp site~ everyone looked like santa claus:] the bag was HUGE~WHEEE~EARLY CHRISTMAS~! HAHA:] anyways, it was like damn fun~get to be santa claus:] instead of red bag with presents, we carry black garbage bag with rubbish and instead of snow, we got rain~ HAHA:] NICEEE~ then met delta 1, moved on went back to campsite. everyone was like DRENCHED:} so cold~Brrrrrrrrr~ then the HIGHLIGHT! CAMPFIRE NIGHT~WHEEEEEEEEEEEE~~~ everyone totally went MAD. I MEAN MAD O.O haha:] it was super fun~could see everyone getting together cheering their throats out:] the performances was like WOOOOOO~ every Division's performance was like woo la la~ bravo's was so funny o.o LOL. anyways,Delta's Performance is still the best:] everyone was like woots~ campfire was really the best:]everyone went WOO LA LA:] now my throat is woo la la also o.O Day 4 PT was damn SHIOK~ WOOOO~ THE TELETUBBIES PART.DAMN NICE. HAHAHAHAHA.anyways, the last day, the chiong~race:] went to WCP,ECP,Campsite.wa DAMN COOL~:] WCP was woooo~ kite flying was like damn funny. everyone was like running like xiao. then one side, the uncle fly bigger kite, then fly up so high 0.0 HAHA hmm then move on to obstacle, pyramid(damn fun:]),hunt~ finished everything really fast O.O wheeeeeeee~:] then Campsite,gadget making:} so funny~ HAHA.chiong chiong, ball flying everywhere o.o CHIONG.lunch.zoom to ECP. cpr station too crowded, so back to campsite for BONUS points:] hee hee:] then finally, we ended the red race on a SUPER good note:] after that clean up, talk talk, debrief and presentationssss and PHOTS:] WOOOOO~ hee hee:] then the campsite's usual thing cam about again... "LEAVE THE CAMPSITE IN 2 MIN" CHIOONGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG AHHHHHHHHHHHH~ HAHA:] hmm yepp then cabbed with laurel and mel, grabbed drinks and old chang kee~:] went home by cab:] no freakin sleepy. got lots of convo going on but omg. my eyes keep shutting : / anyways. I LOVE DELTA:] hee hee~ honestly, i wasnt really looking forward to this camp o.O dont ask why. having camps during dec is disturbing-.- but i totally dont regret joining rcyc now:] its so cool~ AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH ok, going to lose my voice soon o.O MORE ALOE VERA~ freakin chao da now o.o i look like some adopted child. my family all so FAIR~ haiz. even mom was nagging -.- eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee anyways, MAO MAO~ I WANT YOU~ nxt year rcyc delta group must win it ah~:] hee hee~ Delta is so LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE<3 all the groupmates were like so friggin HIGH AND MAD:] although SOME of us MAY be brain-less o.O we are still LOUD~ MU HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAA:] so fast i miss delta liao :{ the HIGH-EST group i have ever met o.O apart from Bravo 2 from ULP09:] Bravo 2 from ULP also WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO~:] Delta 2 fron RCYC09 also WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO~:] i miss the loud cheerings:] i miss the encouragemen:] i miss the perspiring moments:] i miss the "touch bag" chiong :] i miss the Retard-ness moments:] i miss the cleaning toilet moments:] i miss the retarded singing song moments:] i miss the screan till go zao xia moments:] I MISS DELTA~:} I LOVE YOU DELTA~:] OMGush so long post o.O i have gone MAD o.o HAHA. BUT STILL. this one post not enough to cover the whole moments we had~:] hee hee~ Jing xuan:] my one and only nice partner~ must rmb me ah~:]LOL! anyways, my eyes are really shutting now o.O i think i gotta go and sleep tmr got training. aches~~~ okok, nitex~ I LOVE DELTA! WOO LA LA~:] WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~ ~SOYA BEAN:]FROM DELTA 2 RCYC 2009:] -reminds me of links during rc 100th anniversary. LOL:] Wednesday, 16 December 2009 @ 19:38 tomorrow o.O AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! ok, ITS TOMORROW! ok, i really cannot get this fact -.- i need to get this in mind. : / HAHA. ohwell, kind of having a variety~ of feelings towards this -.-'' LOL hmm. today. went to school. ma'ams came to help us:] hee hee~ thank u ma'ams:] oh, i was quite : / today. the standard was horrendous. blasted a little, couldnt stand it -.- anyways, left school early, went to amk mrt. met delta~ walked, reached, discussed, cheered, woo-ed. ended a little late though o.O hmm, after that walked back to amk hub... wanted to have lunch with delta-mates.. but realised that valerie and laurel was coming to amk~ so yupp, went to see val and laurel:] haha. went to eat~ yumm. i was freaggin hungry -.- anyways, talked & talked & talked. it was mostly abt rcy ndp 09:] HAHA and rcyc too~ HAHA omgush. i still canot get the idea in my mind. its so fast o.O its TOMORROW. ahhh i guess i really have to get as much sleep as possible but somehow i get the feeling that i wont be able to sleep tonight -.- eeeeeeeeee. mixed feelings: / 4days and 3nights without home, facebook,blog, internet~o.o ahhhh. oh wells, why am i screaming -.- i have gone through a tougher? camp in june ealier this year. great. 2 rcy hq camp in an year. woo la la~ hmm, shall go pack bag-.- ah. i am getting hungry o.O bye~:] ~SoYeon:] will be back on the 20th of December~ till then~ see ya soon ppl:] Tuesday, 15 December 2009 @ 22:35 bright side back:] hmm, today was a pretty dull day. maybe because of the weather... skipped judo today, went to some clinic, twisted my shoulder back into place -.-'' feeling much better now:] dont need tiger balm patch~ HAHA. anyways, i have so many things to do o.O 1. finish cheena HW 2. finish English HW 3. Plan 4. edit documents : / 5. Pratice Judo 6. Write letters 7. Buy Christmas Gifts 8. Pack my Bag for RCYC etc.etc.haiz. so many things to do, but so little time dangggg. tmr got rcyc meeting, have to leave school early for it.haiz. anyways, hope that everything can be planned out tomorrow:] finally someone i know will be coming :] i was quite : / i dont know anyone in my group during CS1.shall make more frens tmr~ LOL. HAHA:] kind of changed my mindset regarding RCYC:] i'm kind of looking forward to it now~ since alot of ppl who went to rcyc said it was fun:]YAY:] wheeeeee~ ok, i cant get high now o.o must save energy for rcyc~ woooo:] hee hee~ i'm so full now -.- ate at ichiban boshi. omgush. so much food o.O i almost puked everything out. ahhhhhhhh~ fats : / rcyc shall help me to loose fats~ HO HO:] ... haha:] anyways, i shall be honest to myself... i'm currently having quite a hard time. haiz, i really don't know how to face it, i dont think now is the right time to spilt... i'm lost, i dono how to patch things back. haiz. oh wells, i shall leave it to god to help me:] time, it will help me to settle it. wont it? ~SoYeon:] Its not the right moment, right time... lets not split now. its not the right time... Its hard, this job is really hard. I guess if i return, everything will be settled. no grudges, no pain. sad fate. but i have gotta look at the bright side, bring myself up. in order to become better and stronger, challenges are given. a test were i can handle it... but for this, i think i should leave it to time.because i really dont know wat to do... ... i believe its all my fault. and i know it. watever i have done to cover was put to no use. but i think it is better to clear everything up... i still rmb everything i have said. i know i said it. and i really did not want to touch u ppl... but, sometimes, i dont have a choice ... i know u are angry.but i dont mind. because if thats the way that make u feel better please continue. but now isnt the right time. so, please not now. please... I'm leaving. please return to ur usual happy-self...i dont want painful memories. i am sorry. Monday, 14 December 2009 @ 19:54 woo la la~ HELO:] omgush. the picture show how i feel right now. LOST.CONFUSED. o.O HAHA. trying to count beats, figure out things, trying it out~ but, still not getting it. LOL. HAHA. ohwells, shall continue mumbling things -.- anyways. yesterday had judo. hurt my shoulder, neck quite badly : / eeeeeeeeee. my stupid computer keep DC-ing -.- idiot. oops. side track. neck hurts like mad-.- same goes for shoulder. i shouldnt have tried to flip forward with left arm. danggggggggggggggggg. stupid me-.- hmm, today was quite productive:] yay:] but i was quite : / at myself. haiz. i freakin need to change that stupid habit of mine. being to dependent. stupid so yeon. urgh. i totallly went wheeeeeeeeeeeee~ today.so lost and confused-.- hmm, lunch was nice~ prawn fried rice~ HAHA. but too much:/ cannot finish... ring ding dongggggggggg~ oops. sucked into this song. HAHA:] okok. anyways. today was bascially productive:] nice~:] except the part where i was so idiotic -.- haiz. omgush o.O finally i managed to figure everything out~ wheeeeeeeeee~:] the first part is done. MUHAHAHAHAHA:]. anyways, i am nvr gonna listen to poker face ANYMORE. can go MAD listening to it.-.-'' just found out that need 2 bottles of 1.5L for RCYC. wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~ i think my shoulder will dropp -.- HAHA. have mixed feelings for rcyc : / i dono leh. i dont seem to look forward to it o.O oh wells, i finish wat i start and i end with no regrets:] better to go~ because it is red cross youth CHALLENGE.challenges are cool~ wheeeeeeeeeeeeee:] ok. shall look on the bright side o.O ok, wat is the bright side. LOL. landyard~ AHHH. i wantt~ shall work hard for it;] even if i dont get it. experience is important:] hee hee~ tmr got judo o.O later kena sprain the other side of shoulder,neck. HAHA. woo la la then 2 sides of tiger balm patch o.o ok, i will look retarded in that-.- i hope it heals faster. rcyc need to MOVEEEEE like mad lehh~ AHHHHHH. can loose weight~ but confirm kena chao da, become charcoal o.O HAHA. okok, i shall go figure things out now. time for more headaches! wheeeeeee~:] ~SoYeon:] P.S.wheee~ added in Videos instead of having songs only~ woo la la~ RING DING DONG!:] Saturday, 12 December 2009 @ 19:06 haiz. hello. back:] woke up super late today-.-got out of bed at 7.25am... washed up, left house at 7.40am... then went to PS bus stop met them:] wanted to take cab.. but eventually because of the double line thing walked all the way to Centerpoint-.-'' took cab, zoomed to campsite. so many ppl there o.O registered. the paying money part took soooooooooooooooooooooo long time. HAHA. move here there everywhere. we dono where to stand LOL. the contact session was .......... honestly, it was kind of -.-'' ULP contact session were nicer~ had nicer groupmates in ULP though... AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~ i miss ULP 09:} it was so fun:] i'm not really looking forward to rcyc -.-'' i dono why also... haiz. it doesnt sound as fun as ULP~ HAHA. well, i shall just hope camp will be fine. Delta is so far away from jo.mel and laurel's group :( mel and laurel in alpha, joanne in bravo. AHHHH. bravo~ my ULP group~~ wheee B2:] hmm, going to UBIN is another thingg... trekking... all i can tell myself it to... Expect the Unexpected.:] reminds me of excercise independence:] HAHA:] so cool~ vivo to queenstown by foot~ WHEEE~ oops. i keep thinking abt ULP HAHA:] it was damn nice~ hope that camp wont be like contact session. i was quite -.- throughout it. heh heh. after that went to take bus... to kembangan but wanted to take cab to ps instead. stupid woo loo place dont even have taxi, eventually wanted to have lunch at macs but... too many ppl-.- so, went for cab hunt again.then found PIZZZA HUT:] WHEEEE~ CURRY ZAZZLE~ HAHA:] YUMMMMM~~ after that mel and laurel went off:( cannot join me and jo go bugis:( so, jo and i went to bugis by cab:] met sha and wan ting:] HAHA. went to kino~ looked at translating books? o.O haha. hmm, then talked for awhile then went home:} kind of slacking now. bored. AHHHHH. Actually i have alot to do-.- ok then. byeeeeeeeeeeeee~ ~SoYeon:] What is happening. I don't know too. I feel so unsure. I feel so lost. I feel so irritated. -urgh. that girl really pissed the HELL out of me. stupid I feel so compressed. I feel so worried. I just feel terrible. Confusion. Hard to figure it out. 27th. u are gonna be nothing. Friday, 11 December 2009 @ 18:18 its time. Back:] woke up at 5am today. i dono why too.. i cannot get myself to sleep : / went to jogg around singapore river. it was quite gross -.- saw some ppl puking o.O yucks. anyways. jogged from home-clark quay-central-chinatown..:] it was a longgggg distance~ haha. hmm, walked back home... it took me 1 hour -.- great. mommy nagged again. xian... washed up, changed, went to airport. it was like so o.O i did not have any idea that daniel's family & the 4 of them was coming then ate breakfast... forced food into my mouth-.- i was like not hungry at all-.- dangg. urgh. my mother kpo again... pay for all the food. wa lao. make the rich ppl pay la -.- anyways. at abt 9am. aunt's plane arrived. she had SO MANY luggage. like she coming to live in singapore-.- anyways. talked a little, took daniel's father brought me to school. thank you:] reached school, drilled:] it was fun~ HAHA. Organised angel and mortal game~ hmm, WHO IS MY ANGEL?! AHHHHHHHHHH~ so curious -.-'' hee hee~ hmm, after training went to vivo with jo,sha,val and laurel:] val and laurel went to kopitiam~ the rest, went to banquet~ ate mini wok:] joanne practically waste so much food. tsk tsk:P HAHA. after that talk talk at the balcony~ the sweet was like so woooooo~ made so much sound HAHA.after that walked around see see stuff~~ hee hee:] toys'R'us was so funn~ HAHA.ok i sound like a kid -.- anyways today was fun~:] thanks:] HAHA:] AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH TMR is RCYC 1st contact session-.- i cant believe i am going for it. ahhhhh. 2 RC HQ camp in a Year. woooooo~ coolnesss -.- ~SoYeon:] finally, its time. i am not ready yet. really. its so sudden. i have nvr thot that returning will be so hard. now it has become harder. its increasing. decisions. hard to make. i guess its snowing there now... Thursday, 10 December 2009 @ 11:47 challenges blogs are meant to make me feel better. a place where i can be honest. but i guess i wasn't usuing my blog well, because i tend to show the happy moments and keep the sad things within me. but, after yesterday, when they told me... i guess i should start being honest to myself. right soyeon? ... honestly, i am feeling really terrible now. the guilt, the worries the faith is lost... and once it is gone, i guess it will be hard to get it back. but i am not gonna give up. Once i lose hope in myself, everything, all the efforts will be down the drain. Hardwork,teamwork. and motivation will lead us to a greater height. wat i had yesterday was a wake up call/lesson, to tell me that i have got to WAKE UP. and do something abt it. to tell me that i have got to put in more effort. and strive hard for it. to tell me that i have got to work together as a team to build it up. yes. i believe in myself, i believe in my team. and will do my best. I Finish What I Start. and I End It With NO Regrets. challenges are the main root to sucess. fun:] isn't it:] the talk was nice. a time where we got to solve every single conflict between us. i sincerely apologise. it was a total "sorry" talk -.- everyone was like chanting that word. hmm, but it was so fulfilling. the greatest conflict is now down. and i guess this will help us to solve many other conflicts together. right? and. the night event? was a little suprising. i have nvr thot that will happen o.O ouhwells, dont worry dear, u have got us:] we face challenges together and nothing will break us apart. i know you feel weird. but sometimes, losing your way means finding yourself. so, don't be too sad rights? we are all in this together. great come to think abt it... 1 conflict down. another one comes up -.-'' diaooo~haha. ~Soyeon:] another fun thing, challenge. i have got 16 more days. hmm. this one is a hard one. i dono what to do for this -.-'' Wednesday, 9 December 2009 @ 20:38 fun~:] helo~ back.:] hmm, today was quite screwed : / but i know we can do better next time~ yeaps? HAHA. we better become better hor! if not i will ROAR~ HAHA:] hmm, i almost went nuts,it was so freakin confusing to understand it o.O HAHA. anyways, eventually i managed to figure it out:] and i need to get to INTENSIVE WORK~:] WHEEEEEEEEEEE~~ hmm, today basically was a day filled with many lessons:] it was so nice talking to my one and only Exco:] but it was so -.-'' because something happened. HAHA i was laughing like mad! only the odd one out. LOL:] anyways. i have got many things to do now~ hee hee~ shall get on with work:] okok, then byeee~:] ~SoYeon:] There are times where you fall... and you just have to lift yourself up with a positive attitude:] everyone faces problems and challenges. Thats the fun part of life:] isn't it? HAHA:] Monday, 7 December 2009 @ 21:14 poof~ heloo:] back. ok. today. not much though. bascially got training.... then train.... and train.... and train.... ok. havin trainings on monday is not a good thing -.- because of monday blues -.-'' i hate it. its like u dont feel like doing ANYTHING. yea. for judo, i basically stoned. and stoned. zombie kena nagged by coach :P who ask him so slow... attack in the 3rd section -.- anyways. ran away today~~ woooo~ supposed to eat the anchoivies AGAIN. so disgustin. eventually, i found out that that was to make the bone THICKER. so it wont break easily. o.O haiz. coach always think like we going for world war 3 like that-.- where got the necessity to keep the bones THICKER -.- anyways. ended training today slightly earlier due to the extreme weather o.o everyone was like so exhausted 0.0 hmm, went to macs with sha and jo... ate mcspicy.:] sha and jo were like "HA. HEH. SSSS. HOOO.HUUU" both of their face and lips were like RED. HAHA. SO CUTE:] anyways, finished the documents liao. finally. hope i get the approval. then can count o.o hmm. yea.thats all. wheeee~ 20 more days. and then the final judgement. HAHA sounds so grand 0.0 HAHA. yepp. tats all for now. byee~ ~SoYeon:] poof.and, vasnished. poof.and,alone. coolness.rite? Sunday, 6 December 2009 @ 12:34 difficulty decided to so call "upgrade" blog. changed the profile and the links. kind of reduced the number of hearts-.-'' because too many hearts make my blog LAGG O.o i dono why also. ask blogger -.- more links added. then make the link page longer~ LOL. hmm, yepp. today no judo. slacked at home the whole day till now. nothing much to do. ok. i am lying i have too much things to do until my brain is goin hay-wire -.- too mant things to think abt. too many things to do. too many things to look at. well, it can be done. so.. bla bla bla. i have the stupid 100 expressions, cheena homework-2 paper 2s, 1 book review, 3 compo and 5 blog entries for cheena blog. great. all not done :/ just come to realise that i have less then a MONTH to complete all those. speaking abt cca fair to be in the 1st week of jan. even more -.-'' 7th december is the due date. : / i have to write 4 more pages of learning points. great. when i am done with it. i have no idea which hw to start with. i guess i'll do stupid topics 1st. e.g CHEENA. ok. only cheena is stupid. hmm, later gonna get textbooks for the new semester. wats the use of textbooks.esp. for cheena. lao shi makes us study the DICTIONARY. must as well treat DICTIONARY as our text book-.- come to think abt it i have less then a YEAR to prepare for my Os. : / will i even face it? HAHA. urr, not much for now. i shall get on with the 30 week plan 1st. before 7th dec. okok. shall work now. maybe will be back later? i dono also-.- bye~ ~soyeon:] she cried. she spoke. I remained speechless. hard choice. maybe? no. it is the hardest. will i disappear? or be alone. disappearence or loneliness. which should I choose? haha.hard isn't it? Saturday, 5 December 2009 @ 20:48 choices ~many chapters to go. happy or sad ending? once again. judo-ed in the morning. from 6.30am. i really didnt wanna go -.- but. thanks to zombie. idiot. anyways, lost lots of matches today. i dono why too... i think not enough sleep yawn coach came with his BAG of ikan bilis. i think i should call in anchovies now.. since it is DRIED instead of being FRIED -.- we had to finish each BOWL of DRIED anchovies then we can proceed home. wat a great life-.- i forced the whole bowl down. trust me. having abt 70? anchovies is really disgusting. i have no idea why coach insists us on eating those things. ew. yucks. ok. thinking abt it just make me feel pukes. didn't get a chance to wash up fully, grabbed drinks from bread talk, rushed to school.. i was 10 min late :/ felt really bad... all thanks to the stupid anchovies. YUCK so, drilled on and on and on... basically, done with all the basics:}wheeeee~ more hard work more practice. MUCH MORE. I WANT MORE. MU HAHAHA. ok. i dono why i keep coughing lately -.- being sick is so not me. i am healthy:] wheeeee~~~ HAHA. hmm, after training, went to PS with Jo and Sha:] ate at KFC. the blox game in jo's itouch is really getting me hooked up o.O i dont really fancy games... but that puzzle game really got me hooked up :} well, talked in PS, walked around, i got some stuff from daiso. it was so crowded ._. then talked... and eventually went to clark quay. because i dono-.- i somewat heard that jo wanted to go to sticky.:} but eventually just looked.. haha:] hmm, went to the singapore river. joanne and her river-phobeia. HAHA:] hmm, ate peanut ice-katchang with jo:] sha keep insisting that she dont wanna eat :{ it was so nice lehhhhh~~~ HAHA hmm, had so much fun with sha and jo today:] hee hee~ high school musical 3 just ended:] HAHA. although ppl may think its childish or watever.. its so WOOO~ gettin me so hyper~ which reminds me. next year, will be my senior year... so fast: / it will be my 10th year of education in singapore... wow. fast. i guess thats all for now:] byeeee~:] ~Soyeon-TheMagnificent. will that even come. or will i disappear. its so sudden. choices. hard to make. isn't it?	Thursday, 31 December 2009 @ 21:19 Goodbye 2009~ hello:] i'm back:] wow. approx.1h30min more till the clock ring. and firework boomz singapore. haha 2009, filled with many memories, trials and lots of challenges. many new chapters began and some left to continue while others ended with tears. Secondary 3 life, pure science, a-math-.- and werid teachers(3e2 a-math students should know who HAHA:p) smssrcy exco, proposals, approval and the SKILLS:} (convice!:] YAY) haha. ok. i shall recall the chapters of my seconday 3 life:] events that i would nvr forget.:) Chapter 1 5th-9th January 2009.Secondary 3 Dots connection camp :] i think i can nvr forget this. one of the camp which was like super fun. had so much fun with classmates, lovely class, 3e2:] the image of ppl cheering for one another during the high elements, rock climbing. the part where ppl got friggin wet in the milo pond. During campfire, where everyone went NUTS. mimic our trainers. and i was totally making a fool out of myself. mimcking trainer marcus HAHA:} BUT it was damn fun. singing song, clapping along, cheering our lungs out:] Ralph Lauren. my group name:} we were like the best group EVER! with the coolest trainers Calvin and Selena~:] HAHA. the constant LOUD cheers, the NEVER ending encouragement:] RALPH LAUREN~! YAY:] Chapter 2 June 2009 Unit Leaders Programme 2009 haha:] my 1st Red Cross HQ camp:] also the most challenging one:] my lovely group BRAVO!:] BRAVO 2~ :] i can still remember the super cool cheers and the replys the mentors taught us:] it was so friggin cool~ HAHA:] ULP, super cool camp, groomed me, taught me, made me go NUTS and MAD. creating War Cries which i can still remember how it goes. HAHA:] chi! ku ku ku ku~ ma! leh leh leh leh~ omgush. HAHA. i going nuts again:P hmm, ULP was filled with proposals, AOP, Lesson Plans, many Exercises. many challenges:] many lessons:] many advices:] ULP. i could nvr forget it:] esp. the event. that Bravo 2 planned:] EXERCISE INDEPENDENCE! the LONG walk. no BRISK WALK. from harbour front to queenstown:] loved it:] HAHAHA:] I LOVE ULP:] BRAVO! EVERYTHING IS A BREEZE! WOO HOO!:] ULP! TO LEAD AND TO SERVE! HA!:] Chapter 3 24th July 2009 SMSS Speech Day 2009 haha. my 1st year attending speech day as a recipient:] one of the most honourable experience though:] ok, i got something to confess.-.- i was damn nervous to go up to stage to recieve prize.-.- ok. i know it sounds stupid. but i was like shivering ok! my hand was like cold, got cold sweat. sweaty palms AHHH. damn scary:P HAHA.and i almost drop the trophy! it was like so heavyo.o dang-.- anyways, it was really an honour to be the best cadet for 2008. although, i dont think i really deserve it though : /. anyways. thank you. an honorable experience:] thx, sha and jo:] both of u stayed on to cheer me on:] i can still rmb:] love u:] Chapter 4 7th August 2009 National Day Parade 2009 wa. this. i think i can nvr forget it sia. parade commander was something that i have NEVER imagined to be. seriously. honestly, during the auditions, i was like what am i doing here-.- anyways, ndp. totally stressed the hell out of me.havin to control the whole parade, getting coached by mr lee, was the last thing that anyone would want to go through. damn ah. -.- anyways, ndp made me realise what it is like to zao xia. -.- during the auditions, zao xia-ed so many times. baris sedi-YAHH~~omgush so pai sei :/ but, i had my Red Cross to cheer me on:] exco, cadets:] they gave me great support and NDP 2009 was a success, nothing screwed.:] NDP 2009. loved it:] i dont regret being parade commander:] although it was scary~ celia! constantly cheered me on:] thanks!:] Chapter 5 24th-26th December 2009 Camp Excellentia 2009 lovely camp indeed. included Passing Out Parade and Ceremony. many stories, and programmes. so wonderful:] the constant scoldings i gave. the mean ugly face i had. haha. i was friggin mean:P oh wells, science centre and botanical garden was so BOOMZ~ haha:] this camp was so slack xia. honesly:] but i gotta say this. CADETS! YOU WERE SO GREAT:] especially for the passing out ceremony:] u all performed really well. although it was a really short time given to prepare, u all did really well:] proud of you~:] haha:] the parade. wow. it was screwed at the beginning but when it started everyone was serious. wooooo~ damn nice although when i was giving out the certs, i saw many NERVOUS faces. i could see the little smile in each and everyone of the cadets:] HAHA. they were so happy to be promoted HAHA:] yay. camp excellentia:] loved it<3> wheee~ CAMP EXCELLENTIA:] Chapter 6 17th-20th December 2009 Red Cross Youth Challenge 2009 WOW. honestly, i really didnt want to go for this camp. i was like so sad and stuff :( but i am totally taking back all the rubbish thots i had. RCYC. WAS SO BOOMZ! omgush honestly, it was the best camp that i ever went to:] DELTA. was the main reason that made me love this camp to the max. the care, the encouragement, the madness and craziness. wow. i really loved it:] HAHA. all the dumb and stoopid things we did together, singing nursery rhymes, kiddy songs, all of this did not make us feel shameful. it made us PROUD:] AS ONE COOL DELTA;] wow. i promise you.i totally loved this camp to the core.:] i will nvr forget it:] all the awesome groupmates, instructors. totally rocked this camp! WOOO! RED CROSS YOUTH CHALLENGE! I DONT REGRET A TINY BIT! I'M LOVIN IT! RCYC! READY! EXCITE! DISCOVER! DELTA! WOO LA LA~:] yupp. 2009, filled with much love, memories, experience:] a year which made me extremely glad and happy. but honestly, one of the most challenging year too:] haha. but i managed to pull through it. with the support of everyone:] Red Cross Youth, i totally love this cca. the best cca that anyone could join. meeting ppl from many different schools, getting to know so many ppl, new frendships formed, totally a great cca indeed. :] and this year, having to step up as an Exco member in my unit. honestly, pressure can be felt, the idea to move on and lead the unit. gave me pressure :} but with the help from my lovely Exco, nothing was impossible.:] the constant help and encouragements, the wisdom. the trash talk. everything, i did with them was put to no regrets:] and we will move on for the rest of the 4 months left in our life together in smss red cross with no regrets. ok? 2 most important competitions coming up. challenging ones to. my last lap in smss rcy. my last lap in st margarets. ITS TIME TO TURN IT UP GAME ON! thank you 2009:] loves:] ~SoYeon:] Wednesday, 30 December 2009 @ 11:43 FDC outing:] hello:} back!:] HAHA. today was filled with fun fun and MORE FUN:0 hmm, woke up pretty early, went to central, grabbed kaya toast:P its really nice~ haha Then took mrt to harbour front:} met all the FDC-ers:} sadly, wan ting, mel and sha couldnt come:( next time when we have another outing, everyone must go ah~:}haha:] hmm, anyways, we went to buy tickets, took bus to sentosa~:] cycled for an hour. gen was laughin and laughin alll the way~~ HAHA lol the cycling track was filled with vehicles. stoopid. cannot cycle with fun xia. eeeeee lucky we borrowed bike for only an hour~ yay:) after that went to koufu, had lunch. omgush it was so freezin cold in koufu. everyone was like brrr~ haha. so quickly chomped food down:} then went out to palawan beach~~:] oh oh, i got a volleyball:]so pretty~ lol:P haha anyways, everyone didnt want to get wet, so they all kind of escaped from the splashes:} haha joanne was the 1st one to get wet. then i got wet and then everyone jumped into the sea like nobody's business. HAHA. SO FUN!:] so, splashed water, play with sand, float on water~ haha:] me and val swam across the sea:] went to the other side of the beach and then swam back HAHA:] then everyone was like playing with sand balls-.- throw sad at each other, stack up sand on ppls body, hair, shoulder HAHA:] ok it was damn funny. HAHA:] after that, val found a star fish:O so everyone zoomed there and dig everywhere for star fishes. HAHA:] i found 16 star fishes:] it was like crawling out of my hand-.- LOL then the "trend" changed to hermit crabs! HAHA. damn funy. everyone was like diggin everywhere for it. LOL!! haha. ok. we tried to catch fish but it was so hard:( eeeee sadly, it started to rain.. haiz. so, zao-ed to shower, wash up. omgush i had so much sand in my pocket o.o so hard to take it out:/ HAHA. changed, went to koufu, ate dinner, freeze again, then zao to take bus back to harbour front:] everyone was like exhausted. joanne was like the most tired one of all. haha took mrt back home, reached home at abt 7.10pm:] yupp. uploaded pics in FB. i couldnt upload all-.- xian leh. HAHA. keep having error. so, yea. wait till FB dont go xiao then i upload all the other pics. :] okok. thats all for now. damn friggin tired:/ shall go sleep:] had fun today:] byeee~:] ~SoYeon:] nahh. dont pretend. stop it. u liar. Tuesday, 29 December 2009 @ 20:22 I know. HEYYYYYYYYYY~ HAHA. reminds be of charlie. LOL ok, today had training, woo. drilled and drilled. i really find it so funny. i'm sure fdc ppl will know wat i am talkin abt. DEAL OR NO DEAL. LOL~ HAHA hmm, fancy-ed it was cool. everyone managed to understand it o.o i think i took a longer time to understand as compared to them. HAHA hmm, after that packed 20 FA kits, 2 BOXES of FA stuff.:} the new fa kits were cool though:P lol anyways, after tat, delivered to staffroom and talked and YAY. got approval:] HAHA. hee hee~ great. after this week, the school re-opens. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH dang dang dang danggggggggggg. and RC starts the year's assembly. -.-'' great. 1st day of school=monday=assembly in the hall=command like some -.-'' haiz. xianz. danggg. eeeeee ahhh havent even touch my homework o.o stoopid. got no mood leh:P instead of homework, i keep touching chocolate :/ hee hee~ now.bored.ok.i got hw todo. but. xian. who cares:P omgush man. 2 more days and i will be moving on to my SEC 4 life. how painful can it get T.T sobsob damn scared though. eeee nxt year cannot play liao 24/7 study, mugg, test, exam, prelims, O LEVELS. ARGH. i can feel the pressure o.o wooo. life is really xian. ok, maybe students life. eeeee i wanna go back to school to see my frens NOT BECAUSE OF ANYOTHER REASONS.-.- hmm, i think i should stop crapping already. -.-HAHA. Bye~ ~SoYeon:] today wasn't a great day. saw,heard & realised. now i know.no, i KNEW everything. dont hide. show it. angry.disappointed. dont make me do it. Sunday, 27 December 2009 @ 22:17 I love you. i guess now i know wat it feels like to be alone. hmm, nvr thot that this will come though. so sudden. o.o oh well, life filled with suprises. time was mistaken. daniel read the wrong timing. dumbo. luckily the reminder sms came if not miss the plane, money fly. reached there at abt 2pm, slacked had early dinner. but no one could eat anything.except sumo.duhh. well, they left at abt 5pm.before that all the drama ma ma happened. lol. honestly, i was super loud. come to think abt it, i was like screaming my lungs out.lol it was painful.seeing them leave me and thinking abt me being alone and stuff. hmmm. well, i'm fine now. i got to be fine. and i wanna keep hoping that they will return for me:} if not i gotta wait for 3 more years then i will be back in korea with them. sheesh. hmm.yepp.its so weird to have the whole house to myself o.o quite eerie too. lol. haha. ~SoYeon. honestly, i dont think i'm fine yet. i can still feel tears. goosh. i have to stop this idiot mess. idiot me. -.- and thanks ed. for lending me ur shoulder. i bet it is friggin wet now:P sorreh. bear was also so nice. although did not know anything, his jokes totally made me laugh like mad. HAHA. thanks bear. HAHA AWESOME! hmm. i going back to the usual cheerful self. :] so, yepp. hee hee:] mom,dad,sumo. be happy always:] i love you. Saturday, 26 December 2009 @ 20:29 SENTOSAAAA~~ Today was filled with FUN:] woke up at 6am-.- i dono why. cannot sleep well : / went out to gym, too many ppl:/ so decided to jog around kim seng park~ great only jogged for 10 min-.- thanks to mommy. eeeee ask me to prepare breakfast for sumo. YUCKS. anyways, i didnt bother:P stoned, read book, stone, then changed then zoomed out to clark quay~ hee hee~ kena-ed the last one to reach harbour front-.- sorry:( all thanks to the mrt BREAKDOWN. stooopid. but quite cool experience~ LOL! haha. anyways, met mel,jo,wan:] then we go sentosaaa~:] YAY:] sha couldnt make it : / anyways,took the shuttle bus there:] joanne was like so friggin excited. HAHA hee hee~ reached sentosa, walk walk, rent bike then ZOOOM~~~~ so fun~:] mel and i, we were like speeding~ HAHA. SO FUN! break thru the windsss. but so many ppl block me-.- eeee. almost bang everyone :P anyways, cycled for friggin long.~ my butt almost crack xia-.- hee hee. stopped at 7-eleven, grabbed drinks then zoom zoom again~ HAHA. wa lao. in the middle of out last lap some stoopid boy collide into wan ting-.- he friggin dono how to cycle then anyhow bang ppl. idiot go and learn how to ride then come la-.- tsk tsk. kids nowadays-.- HAHA okok, then return bike, had lunch at koufu~ ate tom yam ramen with jo jo:] with dumplings~ haha. i keep saying shut up infront of jo-.- eeeeee but sometime the jo chin keeeeep talkin then last one to finish food. ah yo yo~ HAHA:] heehee~ i'll TRY not to say shut up to u:P so, pardon me ahhh~ okok, after lunch we go PALAWAN BEACHHH~~:] so fun~ cross the bridge across the sea. jo was like AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! me,wan and mel was -.-'''''' heh heh~ hmm, then go beach play play, take pic, wooo~ so fun!:] then suddenly some STOOPID ang mo boy come take sand and throw at us-.- crazy retard. go and eat sand la. then throw throw, run run then my cam drop into water -.-'' spoil liao. STOOPID. AHHH. I FRIGGIN WANNA BOX THE BOY FACE. we were all -.------''''' at that boy. friggin idiot. then the parents also dont care. WA LAO. GO AND DIE LA eeee now my cam spoil-.- but mommy say she will buy me new one~ YAY:] haha:] so nice:] anyways. i am so gonna kill that boy when i see him. WATCH UR BACK! okok, after that we were all so fumed-.- went out of sentosa and went to vivo~ then had lots of fun again:] ATE SUPERDOG! YAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAY! i love the friggin chilli cheese fries. so yummy:] hee hee. jo and wan was like playing tap tap-.- like waaaa so engrossed O.O haha. after that went to balcony~ sing song~ LOL! say cheers we learned in rcyc-.- trust me we looked retarded. HAHA. we were like gee gee gee gee baby baby~(with the actions) window window 7 storey window~ (with the actions again)etcetc. HAHA:] so funnyyy~ we were like waiting for the rain to subside to play with water~ ok i know its childish but it is fun okkkk~ eventually the rain nvr subside. so we just RANNNNN into the rain and playyy~ Haha:] throw joanne's slippers far far away~~ HAHA. oh ya speaking abt slippers, we bought the same slippers:] from sentosa~ cherry pattern one;] HAHA:]so cute~ anyways. so fun to play in the rain HAHA. ppl were like looking at us-.- hee hee~ but WHO CARES! HAHA:] had so much fun throwing slippers and playing with balloon! HAHA omgush i really felt like a kid HAHA.funnnnnnn~ hee hee~ okok.after that say bye bye:( then went home. now quite tired. HAHA. tmr got delta outing~ hope it doesnot get cancelled :(plsss~ i miss delta so muchhh~~ AHHHH~ okok.thats all for now:] oh ya! thanks jo,mel,wan~! had so much fun today:] pics already in facebook:] express upload service.HAHA:] can go kope~ okok. thanks gals:] ~Soyeon:] Friday, 25 December 2009 @ 19:46 Merry Christmas:] We Wish you a Merry Christmas~ We Wish you a Merry Christmas~ We Wish you a Merry Christmas~ and a Happy New Year~:] HO HO HO~ MERRY CHRISTMAS! hmm, this christmas was quite boring. LOL. woke up early, ran to the christmas tree :] i really felt like a kid -.- HAHA. tear open all the presents like some retard hee hee~ most of it was clothes~:] yay:] HAHA. got a yellow nike sweater from mommy:] so warm and nice, wore it to breakfast in great world;] ate there, return home, and there is were my boredom began-.- actually supposed to attend judo christmas party but hee hee~ too lazy:P HAHA hmm so, Send Christmas message to everyone:], blog hopped and spammed ppl's tag board with christmas wishes:],MSN-ed all day:] talked to Delta ppl, went to facebook, pet society~! HAHA:] wheeee~ missed RCYC so much esp. today :{ a week ago at this time it was like camp fire prep. after the long walk at ubin~ ahhhh~ i miss rcyc 09 so much~:{ delta~ loveeee:] sadly, i dont think can go for outing :{ got stupid judo prac. ew. ew.ew. ok, come to think abt it. I HAVENT EVEN DO MY HOMEWORK. CLAP CLAP. the english homework is such a draggg. cheena one. dont even talk abt it-.- ok, my house damn noisy now o.o daniel is SINGING. SCREAMS ewewewewew. locking myself in my room~ woo la la~:] HAHA. hmm, had dinner at great world:] ate till bloat o.o now got food again. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH i can feel da fatz.yucks:{ haha. Went to FB and watched the delta videos. omgush. the campfire one was like HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAA. i have nvr imagined that we look so freakkin funny and cool~ HAHA:] omgush. I LOVE DELTA~ WHEEEEEEEE~:] hee hee~ later at 9pm. woots! convo again:] i hope i wont get chased out of the com : / i want to stay with my vaio throughout christmas:] wheeeee~:] hmm, oh wells, not much for now:] oh oh! i so called UPGRADED my blog:] changed the base colour to black:] hee hee:] black seems cooolerrr;] YAYA:] HAHA:] okok, thats all for now. i wish everyone: A MERRY MERRY~ CHRISTMAS!:] I LOVE YOU ALL~:] ~Soyeon:] HO HO HO~ Thursday, 24 December 2009 @ 21:38 christmas eve~ Last christmas, i gave u my heart~ The very next day, you gave it away~ This year to spare me from tears, i am giving it to someone SPECIAL~:] :) HAHA. hello~ i'm back:] finally! its CHRISTMAS EVE~:] from morning, rain rain rain, the weather so cold~ brrrrrrr~ oh wells, woke up pretty early todayo.o i think it was due to the weather... hmm, early in the morning went for breakfast with daniel and his dad. ate at TCC~ omgush it was so freakin filling o.o daniel was being stubborn again-.- not eating his tomatos. LOL. haha so funneh, mr lee was like grabbing him and gaggin him with tomatos~ HAHA omgush laugh until kena stomach ache xia~ LOL! hmm after that went to terminal one, sent my aunt back to US, sudden schedule for op. eeeeee. sugeon's life. haizzz so xianz. HAHA. phew now got 1 less person to pull me~ wheeeee~ usual routine, cry, hug, cry again, wipe tears, wave,wave, say last words --.-- haha, actually quite sad tough. she cannot spend christmas with us :( hmm, after that went to fullerton~ facebooked in daniel's room~ HAHA damn friggin cold o.o 16 degree aircon. mad man xia. anyways, rolled my self into blankets, then vaio, facebooked and msn-ed:] hmm, after that, ate buffet -.- so freakin full :/ then daniel's dad sent me home:] ok, i know i sound lazy, but i SLEPT FOR 3 HOURS. WOOOOO~ omgush, but i am still having dark circles -.- anyways, wake up go for dinner at iluma~ ate at chang~ with mom and sumo-.- all i did today was to eat sleep eat sleep. LOL! omgush. i think i am gonna gain LOTS of weight o.o eeeeeeeeeeeeee~ already so fat : / yuckssss. can feel the fatzzzz. eeeee hmm, i need to go prepare cookies for santa~ he is coming to town! and give me gifts:] AHHHH~ I WANNA SEE SANTA~ :) HAA HAAA:] okok, i sound childish? who cares! HAHAHA:] so fast tmr christmas le~:] wheeeee then at my christmas tree got many many present:] wheee~ cannot wait~ HAHA oh wells, i shall wait for santa! go and find cookies now:] byeee~ MERRY CHRISTMAS EVE~! 2 MORE HOURS TO CHRISTMAS!:] ~HO HO HO! SOYEON:] Wednesday, 23 December 2009 @ 20:05 Time Growth, Bloom and challenges. road of life. today another boring day -.- filled with chiong-ness of homework.urgh actually i dont think i have to do it, because maybe i wont face it? hee hee~ oh wells, shall just do for the sake of doing it -.- LOL woke up friggin late today.at 10.30am. joke. missed judo :P oops. sorry ah~ overslept~ then breakfast at 11am with daniel's family at pan pacific o.O i wasnt even awake -.- yawning with my mouth open~ heh heh. anyways, feeling really tired nowadays o.o no matter how much i sleep, i still feel sleepy : / eeeeeeee. not nice, like pig like that. keep sleeping -.- oh oh! i just realised that my skin is peeling -.- i dono why also~ haha so friggin chao-da now. mommy say i dont look like her daughter liao-.-'' HAHA hmm, just came back from dinner at Fish and Co.~ yummm~ sumo ate so much AGAIN -.- seafood platter+calamari rings+wasabi pizza+ half of my seafood platter... wonder how he does that? i wonder too -.- after that went to Cold Storage~ the fresh food people~ (-^^-) then got many stuff for christmas eve tmr + christmas:] woooooo~ i cant wait for christmas:] can see santa claus~ LOL:] HAHA hmm, tmr gonna be a boring day? maybe... gonna have many visitors who will try to pull me back to korea-.- ew. all i have gotta do is lock myself in da room, on aircon. and ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ hee hee~:] i still need to sleep o.o feeling sleepy~ yawn wooo~ 38 more min then start the delta mass convo~ HAHA. hope that my mom wont chase me to go for nite jog-.- xianz so tiring. roar. hmm, i still havent finish so much of my homework. i dont wanna do lao shi's hw lehhh so boring~ -.-'' but no choice, lao shi confirm naggggggggggggggggggg if dont do -.- yucks. oh wells, not much liao:] till then. bye~:] ~SoYeon:] omgush.time flies xia. 4 more days to 27th soyeon, no pressure no pressure, u only got 4 days to decide ur future. shit. Tuesday, 22 December 2009 @ 20:45 Thank You Wheeeeeee:] haha. i am still in the DELTA fever o.O i think it will last loooooonnnnnnnggggggggggg~ HAHA:] anyways, went for training today, so great to return back to traininig:] had angel and mortal present exchange, but eventuall everyone knew who their angel was -.-'' eeeeeeeeee not fun one~ HAHA. anyways, everyone went back home with gifts:] hee hee~ baked cookies for everyone~ i am so niceeee~ HAHA i think i added abit too much chocolate chips :P HAHA:] hmm, trainied for pretty long, last training before christmas... after christmas, get ready to face hell ah fdc peeps!:) mu hahahahahahahahaa:] today was another day filled with confusions-.-'' kind of had a hard time recalling everything~ HAHA. at least laurel and li wern know wats going on~then they can help us~ HAHA:] hmm, lunch was BBALABABABAAA~ I'M LOVIN IT~ oops. delta fever~ HAHA mc spicyy~ yumyyy~ my throat also so nice~ wooo okok, i think its coming though-.- eeeeeeeeeeeeeee sexy voice~ la la la la la~ wa really every nite 9pm got delta meeting o.O HAHA, COOOLNESS~ anyways, fam wan ting! listen to this~ LEAVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~~~~~ HAHAHA:] ahyo, life is like that la~ filled with farewells and meet ups:] eventually we all gotta go our own way and follow our own road of life that god has made for us~ dont we?:] HAHA omg i sound old now.eeeeeeeeeee HEE HEE~ hmm, today kena ______ for so long -.- since when did i. eeeee errrrr. goosebumbs dont talk abt it liao -.--- so xiannnnnzzzz~ HAHA. hmm, recieved so many gifts from the heart today:] it totally feels like christmas, a season for giving:] haha, the gift from comm was like so cuteee~ HAHA:] present to teach me how to be a gardener~ wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~ hee hee:] haha,hmm, here goes: Thank you, gen,tina & heidi for ur little cards:] Thank you, FDC for ur nvr ending effort and sacrifise:] Thank you, Mel for ur constant hugs and love:] Thank you, Sha for ur pretty present and care:] Thank you, wan ting for ur open ears and helping hand:] Thank you, ANGEL JOANNE~ who tries to hide her identity after saying it out with ur own mouth -.-- HAHA:] thanks for ur constant funny reactions and blur looks, brining everyone laughter:] Thank you EXCO, for ur constant support and the great friendship:] Thank you EVERYONE, for ur love and care plus all the things u have contirbuted:] i'll nvr forget smss rcy:] hee hee~ MERRY ADVANCED CHRISTMAS TO SMSS RCY PPL~:] I LOVE U ALLL~:] ~SoYeon:] Sunday, 20 December 2009 @ 19:49 Delta2rcyc09<3 HELLO~~~~WOO LA LA~~~:] i am back after 4 days and 3 nights of CHALLENGES~:] hee hee~ so many things happened. i am like supposed to SLEEP now. only had a little sleep... my shoulder hurt so much at night -.- stupid~ ok, i shall share the RCYC 2009 STORY~BEGIN! Day 1 early in the morning already started to rain-.- go campsite. settle down.etc etc. main activity was NATIONAL HERITAGE TRAIL~ total of 10 stations ALL OVER CITY AREA. O.ODamn freakin cool. HAAA the human knot! omg. we can like never solve it o.O HAHA. hmm not much, it was like the usual heritage trail that i had. but this one was a HUGE one. anyways, ran ran ran, navigate navigate, drink drink, rain rain rain.~~ wooooo~ kena-ed safety IC~so, carried 2 bags. and i seemed pregnant with the poncho -.- hee hee~ 1st day,already so exciting~ Day 2 WHEEEEEEE~ The BEST challenge EVER! PULAU UBIN TRIP! hmm, basically set off early, took bumboats~ omg.the engine was like EXTREMELY LOUD O.O cannot even talk in the boat. everyone just gazeddd at the water~:] the HIKE~ so freakin FUN! i dono why la. but i love hikes o.O although the distance was really long~ i felt that the ULP excercise independence was even more tough o.O actually ubin was a longer? distance 13 CHECKPOINTS. 13 KM.woo la la~ hmm, the stations were like so cool.~collect water in hole-le pail~ boil water in mass tins, sudoku~ first aid and evac. omg. the evac one i was perspiring like mad o.o the stretcher was spoilt -.- so had to use human stretcher o.o my sweat was like dripping o.o i couldnt even see where i was going. LOL:] delta was like cheering all the way~ damn nice~ the motivation totally brought everyone up HIGH~cheer until loose brain power. nvr think at all. LOL! oh wells, DELTA 2~ 1ST ONE TO REACH THE FINISHING LINE~ WOO LA LA~~ HAHA:] damn shiok~ then cheered delta 1 along ran~ with them;] it was so touching~sob sob yepp then travelled back to campsite~ bla bla bla~ Day 3 BOOMZ~! finally, the WCP.ECP.CAMPSITE. the LAST lap of the race! hmm, it was a little screwed because i rained like HELL. -.- but DELTA's Spirit wasnt screwed at all~ wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~ basically started of Life saving, perspired like mad again o.o everyone was like so good~ and cooperative -^^- anyways, after that was archery o.O it was so scaryyyy i thot i cannot even shoot one arrow-.- but at least i managed to make it fly0.0 LOL. anyways afterthat.the rain came... walked to east coast park:] it was like DAMN COOL~ walking in rain~ i always wanted to tried that :P HAHA:] reached east coast, grabbed the rubbish and head to camp site~ everyone looked like santa claus:] the bag was HUGE~WHEEE~EARLY CHRISTMAS~! HAHA:] anyways, it was like damn fun~get to be santa claus:] instead of red bag with presents, we carry black garbage bag with rubbish and instead of snow, we got rain~ HAHA:] NICEEE~ then met delta 1, moved on went back to campsite. everyone was like DRENCHED:} so cold~Brrrrrrrrr~ then the HIGHLIGHT! CAMPFIRE NIGHT~WHEEEEEEEEEEEE~~~ everyone totally went MAD. I MEAN MAD O.O haha:] it was super fun~could see everyone getting together cheering their throats out:] the performances was like WOOOOOO~ every Division's performance was like woo la la~ bravo's was so funny o.o LOL. anyways,Delta's Performance is still the best:] everyone was like woots~ campfire was really the best:]everyone went WOO LA LA:] now my throat is woo la la also o.O Day 4 PT was damn SHIOK~ WOOOO~ THE TELETUBBIES PART.DAMN NICE. HAHAHAHAHA.anyways, the last day, the chiong~race:] went to WCP,ECP,Campsite.wa DAMN COOL~:] WCP was woooo~ kite flying was like damn funny. everyone was like running like xiao. then one side, the uncle fly bigger kite, then fly up so high 0.0 HAHA hmm then move on to obstacle, pyramid(damn fun:]),hunt~ finished everything really fast O.O wheeeeeeee~:] then Campsite,gadget making:} so funny~ HAHA.chiong chiong, ball flying everywhere o.o CHIONG.lunch.zoom to ECP. cpr station too crowded, so back to campsite for BONUS points:] hee hee:] then finally, we ended the red race on a SUPER good note:] after that clean up, talk talk, debrief and presentationssss and PHOTS:] WOOOOO~ hee hee:] then the campsite's usual thing cam about again... "LEAVE THE CAMPSITE IN 2 MIN" CHIOONGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG AHHHHHHHHHHHH~ HAHA:] hmm yepp then cabbed with laurel and mel, grabbed drinks and old chang kee~:] went home by cab:] no freakin sleepy. got lots of convo going on but omg. my eyes keep shutting : / anyways. I LOVE DELTA:] hee hee~ honestly, i wasnt really looking forward to this camp o.O dont ask why. having camps during dec is disturbing-.- but i totally dont regret joining rcyc now:] its so cool~ AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH ok, going to lose my voice soon o.O MORE ALOE VERA~ freakin chao da now o.o i look like some adopted child. my family all so FAIR~ haiz. even mom was nagging -.- eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee anyways, MAO MAO~ I WANT YOU~ nxt year rcyc delta group must win it ah~:] hee hee~ Delta is so LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE<3 all the groupmates were like so friggin HIGH AND MAD:] although SOME of us MAY be brain-less o.O we are still LOUD~ MU HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAA:] so fast i miss delta liao :{ the HIGH-EST group i have ever met o.O apart from Bravo 2 from ULP09:] Bravo 2 from ULP also WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO~:] Delta 2 fron RCYC09 also WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO~:] i miss the loud cheerings:] i miss the encouragemen:] i miss the perspiring moments:] i miss the "touch bag" chiong :] i miss the Retard-ness moments:] i miss the cleaning toilet moments:] i miss the retarded singing song moments:] i miss the screan till go zao xia moments:] I MISS DELTA~:} I LOVE YOU DELTA~:] OMGush so long post o.O i have gone MAD o.o HAHA. BUT STILL. this one post not enough to cover the whole moments we had~:] hee hee~ Jing xuan:] my one and only nice partner~ must rmb me ah~:]LOL! anyways, my eyes are really shutting now o.O i think i gotta go and sleep tmr got training. aches~~~ okok, nitex~ I LOVE DELTA! WOO LA LA~:] WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~ ~SOYA BEAN:]FROM DELTA 2 RCYC 2009:] -reminds me of links during rc 100th anniversary. LOL:] Wednesday, 16 December 2009 @ 19:38 tomorrow o.O AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! ok, ITS TOMORROW! ok, i really cannot get this fact -.- i need to get this in mind. : / HAHA. ohwell, kind of having a variety~ of feelings towards this -.-'' LOL hmm. today. went to school. ma'ams came to help us:] hee hee~ thank u ma'ams:] oh, i was quite : / today. the standard was horrendous. blasted a little, couldnt stand it -.- anyways, left school early, went to amk mrt. met delta~ walked, reached, discussed, cheered, woo-ed. ended a little late though o.O hmm, after that walked back to amk hub... wanted to have lunch with delta-mates.. but realised that valerie and laurel was coming to amk~ so yupp, went to see val and laurel:] haha. went to eat~ yumm. i was freaggin hungry -.- anyways, talked & talked & talked. it was mostly abt rcy ndp 09:] HAHA and rcyc too~ HAHA omgush. i still canot get the idea in my mind. its so fast o.O its TOMORROW. ahhh i guess i really have to get as much sleep as possible but somehow i get the feeling that i wont be able to sleep tonight -.- eeeeeeeeee. mixed feelings: / 4days and 3nights without home, facebook,blog, internet~o.o ahhhh. oh wells, why am i screaming -.- i have gone through a tougher? camp in june ealier this year. great. 2 rcy hq camp in an year. woo la la~ hmm, shall go pack bag-.- ah. i am getting hungry o.O bye~:] ~SoYeon:] will be back on the 20th of December~ till then~ see ya soon ppl:] Tuesday, 15 December 2009 @ 22:35 bright side back:] hmm, today was a pretty dull day. maybe because of the weather... skipped judo today, went to some clinic, twisted my shoulder back into place -.-'' feeling much better now:] dont need tiger balm patch~ HAHA. anyways, i have so many things to do o.O 1. finish cheena HW 2. finish English HW 3. Plan 4. edit documents : / 5. Pratice Judo 6. Write letters 7. Buy Christmas Gifts 8. Pack my Bag for RCYC etc.etc.haiz. so many things to do, but so little time dangggg. tmr got rcyc meeting, have to leave school early for it.haiz. anyways, hope that everything can be planned out tomorrow:] finally someone i know will be coming :] i was quite : / i dont know anyone in my group during CS1.shall make more frens tmr~ LOL. HAHA:] kind of changed my mindset regarding RCYC:] i'm kind of looking forward to it now~ since alot of ppl who went to rcyc said it was fun:]YAY:] wheeeeee~ ok, i cant get high now o.o must save energy for rcyc~ woooo:] hee hee~ i'm so full now -.- ate at ichiban boshi. omgush. so much food o.O i almost puked everything out. ahhhhhhhh~ fats : / rcyc shall help me to loose fats~ HO HO:] ... haha:] anyways, i shall be honest to myself... i'm currently having quite a hard time. haiz, i really don't know how to face it, i dont think now is the right time to spilt... i'm lost, i dono how to patch things back. haiz. oh wells, i shall leave it to god to help me:] time, it will help me to settle it. wont it? ~SoYeon:] Its not the right moment, right time... lets not split now. its not the right time... Its hard, this job is really hard. I guess if i return, everything will be settled. no grudges, no pain. sad fate. but i have gotta look at the bright side, bring myself up. in order to become better and stronger, challenges are given. a test were i can handle it... but for this, i think i should leave it to time.because i really dont know wat to do... ... i believe its all my fault. and i know it. watever i have done to cover was put to no use. but i think it is better to clear everything up... i still rmb everything i have said. i know i said it. and i really did not want to touch u ppl... but, sometimes, i dont have a choice ... i know u are angry.but i dont mind. because if thats the way that make u feel better please continue. but now isnt the right time. so, please not now. please... I'm leaving. please return to ur usual happy-self...i dont want painful memories. i am sorry. Monday, 14 December 2009 @ 19:54 woo la la~ HELO:] omgush. the picture show how i feel right now. LOST.CONFUSED. o.O HAHA. trying to count beats, figure out things, trying it out~ but, still not getting it. LOL. HAHA. ohwells, shall continue mumbling things -.- anyways. yesterday had judo. hurt my shoulder, neck quite badly : / eeeeeeeeee. my stupid computer keep DC-ing -.- idiot. oops. side track. neck hurts like mad-.- same goes for shoulder. i shouldnt have tried to flip forward with left arm. danggggggggggggggggg. stupid me-.- hmm, today was quite productive:] yay:] but i was quite : / at myself. haiz. i freakin need to change that stupid habit of mine. being to dependent. stupid so yeon. urgh. i totallly went wheeeeeeeeeeeee~ today.so lost and confused-.- hmm, lunch was nice~ prawn fried rice~ HAHA. but too much:/ cannot finish... ring ding dongggggggggg~ oops. sucked into this song. HAHA:] okok. anyways. today was bascially productive:] nice~:] except the part where i was so idiotic -.- haiz. omgush o.O finally i managed to figure everything out~ wheeeeeeeeee~:] the first part is done. MUHAHAHAHAHA:]. anyways, i am nvr gonna listen to poker face ANYMORE. can go MAD listening to it.-.-'' just found out that need 2 bottles of 1.5L for RCYC. wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~ i think my shoulder will dropp -.- HAHA. have mixed feelings for rcyc : / i dono leh. i dont seem to look forward to it o.O oh wells, i finish wat i start and i end with no regrets:] better to go~ because it is red cross youth CHALLENGE.challenges are cool~ wheeeeeeeeeeeeee:] ok. shall look on the bright side o.O ok, wat is the bright side. LOL. landyard~ AHHH. i wantt~ shall work hard for it;] even if i dont get it. experience is important:] hee hee~ tmr got judo o.O later kena sprain the other side of shoulder,neck. HAHA. woo la la then 2 sides of tiger balm patch o.o ok, i will look retarded in that-.- i hope it heals faster. rcyc need to MOVEEEEE like mad lehh~ AHHHHHH. can loose weight~ but confirm kena chao da, become charcoal o.O HAHA. okok, i shall go figure things out now. time for more headaches! wheeeeeee~:] ~SoYeon:] P.S.wheee~ added in Videos instead of having songs only~ woo la la~ RING DING DONG!:] Saturday, 12 December 2009 @ 19:06 haiz. hello. back:] woke up super late today-.-got out of bed at 7.25am... washed up, left house at 7.40am... then went to PS bus stop met them:] wanted to take cab.. but eventually because of the double line thing walked all the way to Centerpoint-.-'' took cab, zoomed to campsite. so many ppl there o.O registered. the paying money part took soooooooooooooooooooooo long time. HAHA. move here there everywhere. we dono where to stand LOL. the contact session was .......... honestly, it was kind of -.-'' ULP contact session were nicer~ had nicer groupmates in ULP though... AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~ i miss ULP 09:} it was so fun:] i'm not really looking forward to rcyc -.-'' i dono why also... haiz. it doesnt sound as fun as ULP~ HAHA. well, i shall just hope camp will be fine. Delta is so far away from jo.mel and laurel's group :( mel and laurel in alpha, joanne in bravo. AHHHH. bravo~ my ULP group~~ wheee B2:] hmm, going to UBIN is another thingg... trekking... all i can tell myself it to... Expect the Unexpected.:] reminds me of excercise independence:] HAHA:] so cool~ vivo to queenstown by foot~ WHEEE~ oops. i keep thinking abt ULP HAHA:] it was damn nice~ hope that camp wont be like contact session. i was quite -.- throughout it. heh heh. after that went to take bus... to kembangan but wanted to take cab to ps instead. stupid woo loo place dont even have taxi, eventually wanted to have lunch at macs but... too many ppl-.- so, went for cab hunt again.then found PIZZZA HUT:] WHEEEE~ CURRY ZAZZLE~ HAHA:] YUMMMMM~~ after that mel and laurel went off:( cannot join me and jo go bugis:( so, jo and i went to bugis by cab:] met sha and wan ting:] HAHA. went to kino~ looked at translating books? o.O haha. hmm, then talked for awhile then went home:} kind of slacking now. bored. AHHHHH. Actually i have alot to do-.- ok then. byeeeeeeeeeeeee~ ~SoYeon:] What is happening. I don't know too. I feel so unsure. I feel so lost. I feel so irritated. -urgh. that girl really pissed the HELL out of me. stupid I feel so compressed. I feel so worried. I just feel terrible. Confusion. Hard to figure it out. 27th. u are gonna be nothing. Friday, 11 December 2009 @ 18:18 its time. Back:] woke up at 5am today. i dono why too.. i cannot get myself to sleep : / went to jogg around singapore river. it was quite gross -.- saw some ppl puking o.O yucks. anyways. jogged from home-clark quay-central-chinatown..:] it was a longgggg distance~ haha. hmm, walked back home... it took me 1 hour -.- great. mommy nagged again. xian... washed up, changed, went to airport. it was like so o.O i did not have any idea that daniel's family & the 4 of them was coming then ate breakfast... forced food into my mouth-.- i was like not hungry at all-.- dangg. urgh. my mother kpo again... pay for all the food. wa lao. make the rich ppl pay la -.- anyways. at abt 9am. aunt's plane arrived. she had SO MANY luggage. like she coming to live in singapore-.- anyways. talked a little, took daniel's father brought me to school. thank you:] reached school, drilled:] it was fun~ HAHA. Organised angel and mortal game~ hmm, WHO IS MY ANGEL?! AHHHHHHHHHH~ so curious -.-'' hee hee~ hmm, after training went to vivo with jo,sha,val and laurel:] val and laurel went to kopitiam~ the rest, went to banquet~ ate mini wok:] joanne practically waste so much food. tsk tsk:P HAHA. after that talk talk at the balcony~ the sweet was like so woooooo~ made so much sound HAHA.after that walked around see see stuff~~ hee hee:] toys'R'us was so funn~ HAHA.ok i sound like a kid -.- anyways today was fun~:] thanks:] HAHA:] AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH TMR is RCYC 1st contact session-.- i cant believe i am going for it. ahhhhh. 2 RC HQ camp in a Year. woooooo~ coolnesss -.- ~SoYeon:] finally, its time. i am not ready yet. really. its so sudden. i have nvr thot that returning will be so hard. now it has become harder. its increasing. decisions. hard to make. i guess its snowing there now... Thursday, 10 December 2009 @ 11:47 challenges blogs are meant to make me feel better. a place where i can be honest. but i guess i wasn't usuing my blog well, because i tend to show the happy moments and keep the sad things within me. but, after yesterday, when they told me... i guess i should start being honest to myself. right soyeon? ... honestly, i am feeling really terrible now. the guilt, the worries the faith is lost... and once it is gone, i guess it will be hard to get it back. but i am not gonna give up. Once i lose hope in myself, everything, all the efforts will be down the drain. Hardwork,teamwork. and motivation will lead us to a greater height. wat i had yesterday was a wake up call/lesson, to tell me that i have got to WAKE UP. and do something abt it. to tell me that i have got to put in more effort. and strive hard for it. to tell me that i have got to work together as a team to build it up. yes. i believe in myself, i believe in my team. and will do my best. I Finish What I Start. and I End It With NO Regrets. challenges are the main root to sucess. fun:] isn't it:] the talk was nice. a time where we got to solve every single conflict between us. i sincerely apologise. it was a total "sorry" talk -.- everyone was like chanting that word. hmm, but it was so fulfilling. the greatest conflict is now down. and i guess this will help us to solve many other conflicts together. right? and. the night event? was a little suprising. i have nvr thot that will happen o.O ouhwells, dont worry dear, u have got us:] we face challenges together and nothing will break us apart. i know you feel weird. but sometimes, losing your way means finding yourself. so, don't be too sad rights? we are all in this together. great come to think abt it... 1 conflict down. another one comes up -.-'' diaooo~haha. ~Soyeon:] another fun thing, challenge. i have got 16 more days. hmm. this one is a hard one. i dono what to do for this -.-'' Wednesday, 9 December 2009 @ 20:38 fun~:] helo~ back.:] hmm, today was quite screwed : / but i know we can do better next time~ yeaps? HAHA. we better become better hor! if not i will ROAR~ HAHA:] hmm, i almost went nuts,it was so freakin confusing to understand it o.O HAHA. anyways, eventually i managed to figure it out:] and i need to get to INTENSIVE WORK~:] WHEEEEEEEEEEE~~ hmm, today basically was a day filled with many lessons:] it was so nice talking to my one and only Exco:] but it was so -.-'' because something happened. HAHA i was laughing like mad! only the odd one out. LOL:] anyways. i have got many things to do now~ hee hee~ shall get on with work:] okok, then byeee~:] ~SoYeon:] There are times where you fall... and you just have to lift yourself up with a positive attitude:] everyone faces problems and challenges. Thats the fun part of life:] isn't it? HAHA:] Monday, 7 December 2009 @ 21:14 poof~ heloo:] back. ok. today. not much though. bascially got training.... then train.... and train.... and train.... ok. havin trainings on monday is not a good thing -.- because of monday blues -.-'' i hate it. its like u dont feel like doing ANYTHING. yea. for judo, i basically stoned. and stoned. zombie kena nagged by coach :P who ask him so slow... attack in the 3rd section -.- anyways. ran away today~~ woooo~ supposed to eat the anchoivies AGAIN. so disgustin. eventually, i found out that that was to make the bone THICKER. so it wont break easily. o.O haiz. coach always think like we going for world war 3 like that-.- where got the necessity to keep the bones THICKER -.- anyways. ended training today slightly earlier due to the extreme weather o.o everyone was like so exhausted 0.0 hmm, went to macs with sha and jo... ate mcspicy.:] sha and jo were like "HA. HEH. SSSS. HOOO.HUUU" both of their face and lips were like RED. HAHA. SO CUTE:] anyways, finished the documents liao. finally. hope i get the approval. then can count o.o hmm. yea.thats all. wheeee~ 20 more days. and then the final judgement. HAHA sounds so grand 0.0 HAHA. yepp. tats all for now. byee~ ~SoYeon:] poof.and, vasnished. poof.and,alone. coolness.rite? Sunday, 6 December 2009 @ 12:34 difficulty decided to so call "upgrade" blog. changed the profile and the links. kind of reduced the number of hearts-.-'' because too many hearts make my blog LAGG O.o i dono why also. ask blogger -.- more links added. then make the link page longer~ LOL. hmm, yepp. today no judo. slacked at home the whole day till now. nothing much to do. ok. i am lying i have too much things to do until my brain is goin hay-wire -.- too mant things to think abt. too many things to do. too many things to look at. well, it can be done. so.. bla bla bla. i have the stupid 100 expressions, cheena homework-2 paper 2s, 1 book review, 3 compo and 5 blog entries for cheena blog. great. all not done :/ just come to realise that i have less then a MONTH to complete all those. speaking abt cca fair to be in the 1st week of jan. even more -.-'' 7th december is the due date. : / i have to write 4 more pages of learning points. great. when i am done with it. i have no idea which hw to start with. i guess i'll do stupid topics 1st. e.g CHEENA. ok. only cheena is stupid. hmm, later gonna get textbooks for the new semester. wats the use of textbooks.esp. for cheena. lao shi makes us study the DICTIONARY. must as well treat DICTIONARY as our text book-.- come to think abt it i have less then a YEAR to prepare for my Os. : / will i even face it? HAHA. urr, not much for now. i shall get on with the 30 week plan 1st. before 7th dec. okok. shall work now. maybe will be back later? i dono also-.- bye~ ~soyeon:] she cried. she spoke. I remained speechless. hard choice. maybe? no. it is the hardest. will i disappear? or be alone. disappearence or loneliness. which should I choose? haha.hard isn't it? Saturday, 5 December 2009 @ 20:48 choices ~many chapters to go. happy or sad ending? once again. judo-ed in the morning. from 6.30am. i really didnt wanna go -.- but. thanks to zombie. idiot. anyways, lost lots of matches today. i dono why too... i think not enough sleep yawn coach came with his BAG of ikan bilis. i think i should call in anchovies now.. since it is DRIED instead of being FRIED -.- we had to finish each BOWL of DRIED anchovies then we can proceed home. wat a great life-.- i forced the whole bowl down. trust me. having abt 70? anchovies is really disgusting. i have no idea why coach insists us on eating those things. ew. yucks. ok. thinking abt it just make me feel pukes. didn't get a chance to wash up fully, grabbed drinks from bread talk, rushed to school.. i was 10 min late :/ felt really bad... all thanks to the stupid anchovies. YUCK so, drilled on and on and on... basically, done with all the basics:}wheeeee~ more hard work more practice. MUCH MORE. I WANT MORE. MU HAHAHA. ok. i dono why i keep coughing lately -.- being sick is so not me. i am healthy:] wheeeee~~~ HAHA. hmm, after training, went to PS with Jo and Sha:] ate at KFC. the blox game in jo's itouch is really getting me hooked up o.O i dont really fancy games... but that puzzle game really got me hooked up :} well, talked in PS, walked around, i got some stuff from daiso. it was so crowded ._. then talked... and eventually went to clark quay. because i dono-.- i somewat heard that jo wanted to go to sticky.:} but eventually just looked.. haha:] hmm, went to the singapore river. joanne and her river-phobeia. HAHA:] hmm, ate peanut ice-katchang with jo:] sha keep insisting that she dont wanna eat :{ it was so nice lehhhhh~~~ HAHA hmm, had so much fun with sha and jo today:] hee hee~ high school musical 3 just ended:] HAHA. although ppl may think its childish or watever.. its so WOOO~ gettin me so hyper~ which reminds me. next year, will be my senior year... so fast: / it will be my 10th year of education in singapore... wow. fast. i guess thats all for now:] byeeee~:] ~Soyeon-TheMagnificent. will that even come. or will i disappear. its so sudden. choices. hard to make. isn't it?	profile So Yeon♥theAwesomeBean:D Hello:D im-Park So Yeon.박소연♥ a.k.a soya bean,so so,so'er,PSY,play station,princess do do,yeon yeon,yeon yawn,hulk bla bla bla... 22nd February 1994-imma 16♥South Korean,대한민국 im proud of polka dots-St Margaret's Secondary♥~~1e2~~-~~2e1~~-~~3e2~~-4e2 ETch-09/10♥ SMSS Singapore Red Cross Youth:]-serving the unit as chairee:] ULP-Bravo2:D[09]♥RCYC-Delta2:D[09]♥ Singapore Tae-Kwan-Do federation-black belt.BAMM♥Singapore Judo♥ Beans are just LOVEEE~:D i dont know why... they are just AWESOME!:D OH! please tagg before you leave!:D thankssss~ bolditalicunderline~~strikeout~~	affiliates Fab 5:D ♥Mellissa ♥Shafiqah ♥Wanting,Joanne SMSSRCY :D ♥XinFeng ma'am ♥Juliet ma'am ♥Heidi ♥Laurel ♥Li Wern ♥Manda ♥Tamara ♥Tina ULP 09:D ♥Kristie ♥Jason RCYC Delta'09:D ♥Debra ♥Firdaus ♥Hui Bing ♥Jeremy ♥Kassandra ♥Sheryl ♥Tricia Flower 4 and gang:D ♥Rachel-"soh Yi Jeong" ♥mushroom-"song woo bin" ♥shermine ♥sara Awesome 4e2-mates:D ♥felicia ♥fion ♥mun kuen ♥Indian GAGA!nivedha ♥sarah lee ♥xin yu Awesome school mates:D ♥Jamie ♥Nevine Awesome Juniors:D ♥Hanna ♥Kim Yong Other Awesome Friends:D ♥♥Edward ♥Elle ♥marcia ♥amanda ♥Joseph.ZOMBIE. ♥Min Jee Group blogs:D ♥Fabulous 5 ♥smss red cross	monthly archive October 2007 November 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 recent entries move~ Seeya~! last dance Gdbye. 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