Friday, 24 April 2009 @ 19:05
j8 once again...

today.. had social studies test... omg.. only got 20 minutes... rush like crazy lar... zzz
then went to com lab and played the social study game... cannot remember the game name... ha haz:]
well had a math... boring as usual...
e math... okok:]
cheena... ok also lar...
then got chapel...
after that went to ri for stuff...
ha ha so funny... the wind blow like xiao then the people playing the stupit bag pipes...
super noisy... hee hee...
then went to switch place... but there is like super hot and got so many bugs lar...zzz
yup... meeting ended early...
went to the j8 balcony and talk talk...after that go popular buy file:]
now at home:]
eating potato.. i also dono why...zzz
ha ha:]
bye:]
p.s...exams are coming... so i may cut down on my blogging..:[
Wednesday, 22 April 2009 @ 21:32
thank you and good bye
ha ha:] long time no blog... because i was terribly busy... hee hee:]the happiest things happened this week and i am really thanking god for it:]ha ha, just finished literature test today... super chim.. can die lor...my brain is like currently dead in a sense.. hee hee hee:]seriously.... ToGetHer is like the best show ever!!! (apart from bbf:])ahhh:] so nicee:] but only have 13 episodes lor... so sadd... :[anyways.. this friday got social study test... stress once again.. zzzha ha... anyways.. julia is leaving this sunday.. so saddening... but this is something that has to happen...f7 also gonna leave... haiz... i don't know why but have a feeling that will produce pails of tears on that day..:[anyways... exams are coming so better study hard:] ha ha:] yay for me jia you:]everything that happen in life have a purpose for it...a hidden lesson...or a punishment for our evil doings..but if we know the real purpose of the happening...it will definetly return to the usual ways...like how it did...thank you thank you...thats all i can say...please be happy..because i feel sad when you are not...i will never commit that mistake again..because it hurt you..and if u are in pain... i will also be....return safely... and remember me please...don't give me anymore bad news...i think i am gonna miss you...
p.s. ha ha changed blog skin:] because felt like:] ha ha:] love it too:]
Friday, 17 April 2009 @ 19:11
l.o.v.e. or f.e.a.r
hello:} i am back:] this week is like filled with test lor... so irritating... this is also not the common test week... teachers seriously need to understand the life of students...haiz... i think it will tae more than 10 decades for them to understand.. so it will be better if we don't hope anything...today was internatonal friendship day... did poster for class...:] super cute:]then trina young drank all my water again... stupid... ha haanyways.. during maths i stoned...i dono why... anyways... after school had commanding practice...it was damn ewwwwwwi suck to the core when it comes to commanding...i should never command in my life...such a ear sore to everyone who hear it...well planned camp stuff today...so headache... ha ha... nothing much to say laryupp... having super bad stomach ache... haiz..i seriously feel damn sorry..i am so useless.. most of the timeto my buddies and frens..well what can i do.. all that i do is so horrble...hurting my loved ones...i just hope that this can change... i want to make people happy....so i have decided to leave the fear alone...and approach it with the courage within me...god.. please be my guide...
Friday, 10 April 2009 @ 20:22
j8:]
hello everybody:] i am back:] ha ha:] well today had to go ri and discuss abt stuff and yup... after that went to j8 to have lunch :] but something happened.. i shall not say ha hawell here are the pictures so...yup:]]]
cute right??!! joanne's stitch:] so cutee ha ha:]
stich loves joanne...<3
now it loves me:] ha ha i look creepy...
sha looks drunk... she drank ginger beer...
wan ting bought the personality book again...haiz..once again she is sucked in it...zzz
stitch now love us both:]
jo is amazed by the ginger beer... ha ha
ok...the place we we were doing all those stuff was in the fire escape place... ha ha:] then suddenly we heard footsteps so we ran out ha ha :]
then i discovered a new place... the skyscraper balcony:]
super nicee:]
then the story continues........
mel started take picture of everything.... well, did not get me:]thanks to stitch:]
ha ha:] wan ting did not manage to escape:
same goes for jo.. she is like smelling the pencil case??!!!xiao...
once again got wan ting:] ha ha... she started to test everyone on theirpersonalities...
so, jo began to tabulate all the results...
then begin to act emo...
after that act cool...
act cute... haiz...
then wanting began to read out the results... ha hait says that....
sha, jo and mel are super active..but quite stubborn...
they can succeed in love:] because they choose guys who are like their personlality...
they are suitable to become interior designers:]
wan ting is super stubborn... she always acts like a guy when she is a girl...
then she is suitable to become a scientist... wow..:]
for me... they say i am super straight forward and hyper.. (which is the truth)
then they say i have some leadership qualities.. (so not true>!)
then i cannot succeed in love (YES!!!) because i am too straight forward... ha ha
i am suitable to become a lawyer or an scientist:] yay:]
after that... mel went home and the four of us went to play arcade:] ha ha super fun:] played the drum thing...
hee hee.. wan ting was like super crazy lar... she scream and scream when she hit the drum...crazy...ha ha
started to go home at about 4.30:]
well:] last pic of the day;] in the mrt:] haha:] had fun today:] bb:]
what the hell..
talked abou you again... bitch
who are you make everyone so pissed...?!
eeehhhh...
i am so not gonna forgive you
even if you beg infront of me...
don't think that people like you...
and stop sucking up because it does not work...
stupit idiot...
...
Wednesday, 8 April 2009 @ 15:25
life...

well:] i am back... but this time... not in the really happy mood that i always used to be...
seriously speaking... i have never felt this way towards you.. i thought that you were an okok person..
then suddenly you do stupit stuff and poof! there you have it... my outermost hatred...
what the hell is like wrong with you...
no brains probably... how could you even do that?! you don't deserve to be called a human...
you freaking bitch...
i have never felt this pissed with someone in my life man...
let's see what more you can comment... and also let me observe how well you lead the freaking life of yours...
and i can definetly guarentee, you can never ever win over anyone...
because that is the way you are... your fate.
i warn you.. i am an extremely straight person whom spurts out every feeling that i have..
you better start behaving like a human before i begin to treat you like something worse then an animal...
미친 년...
well.. back to my usual self:] ha ha
okok... today wa like damn boring... i hate english... stupit.. haiz...
well. just came back from SGH... heard that he will be some other hospital.. what the helll...
so ma fan... haiz..
the condition is becoming better a little so far... still has difficulties in talking...
i feel so sorrowful whenever i go there... may be i should stop.... so that i will lessen my worries...
haiz.. the worse thing is that...i think i need to sleep there tomorrow because need to pack up...
ahhh... that place smells like hospital... ha ha...
but seriously during his treatment, i could not endure the pain.. so did not have any choice but to break down in front of everyone...
johnny consoled me and promised that he will be fine... well i really hope so...
after that peter and toya did some stupit mime thinggi that they learn in school... make me laugh...:]
ha ha...julia came after that... hugged me and talked and talked...:]
well, not much to say... thanks guys for being here with me:]
love you all:]
Sunday, 5 April 2009 @ 09:45
sadness or happiness

ok.... first aid course was like ok ok lar... ah ya nothing to say...
anyways.. after that went to bugis with mel to find food to eat because we were like damn hungry lar... our stomach was like growling and growling... ha ha
but it was like damn crowded so went to tiong with our stomach still growling... haiz...
then manage to eat and we talk and talk... ha ha :]
well, the results were like out on friday... like suddenly...
i wasn't even prepared at all...
when ma'am announced it, the only thing that came to my mind is "..."
after i recovered from the blankness, i felt a little guilty in a sense..
because like i know there was someone who really want that position... haiz..
shall not talk about it anymore...
okok...:] i will just stay the way i am and do my best:]
yup:] i should cultivate a positive thinking:]
go so yeon!!!ha ha
well, to fab 5:
hey peeps:] lets cooperate with each other ok?
no matter what situations we face, lets stick together, don't let the slightest things to tear us apart..okie?
once a fab 5, always a fab5:]
so don't you dare step back...:]
if you do, i throw you inside the singapore river... ha ha jkjk:]
remember i always love you peeps:]
yupps... thats all for now:]
bye:]
Wednesday, 1 April 2009 @ 00:50
loooooonnnnngggg day:]

zzz... so tired every day... ahhh... so many stuff to do... omg... ha ha had.. chinese,a-math and e-math... e-math was the only intersesting lesson... ha ha.. ya then went to take class photo:] took f2?? picture with rachel:]
thanks to photo taking, we missed one period of english!!! mu ha ha ha:] damn happy:]
anyways.. ya dozed off during bio because mr low was like super boring... zzz can die man..
but he tried to wake all of us up by making stupit comments... ha ha..
was like super worried for a-math test all day long... because the topic was like super terrible and i had a hard time understanding it...
i totally screwed it up lar... stupid..zzz hope i get most of it correct because i dono whether my answers are like accurate... ha ha
then went for red cross photo taking... changed into uniform... adjust and adjust... then cheeze:]
learnt new joke from ma'am.. ha ha super cute... me and mel laugh until xiao... ha ha
then got the strtcher photo thing... i looked damn retarded lar... zzz.. jo wa like on the stretcher and i was like pretending to give DEEP HEAT to sha... ha ha so weird.. :}
anyways thats how it ended:] my stupid stomach never stop growling... crazy man.. ha ha:]okok yup went to macs with fab 5, eat and eat, talk and talk, reached home at 7pm:] ha ha:]
after that bathe, changed and went to see daniel again... haiz... damn lazy to see him lar...
he is like drooling now... zzz i pitied him a little lar...took care of him, talked to him (which was like talking to the wall) and met toya and julian...:] they are such a good nanny to daniel ha ha:] talked to them and whacked them up because they call me "parky" and even made a song with my sur name... stupid... don't make fun of me lar.. ha ha:] after that at like 8.20 went to buy ice-cream and went home:] :] :] sweetness makes my day:] ha ha such a long day.. okok better study for chem now...:] bye:]